gift.hug.

2007-10-13T10:41:00.000+08:00

i am feeling so lazy today. must be the weather :P have two and a half pages of comments to reply x_x

everything's really going eco friendly nowadays. saw this set of bags at taka the other day. $9.90, made of lightweight polyester, waterproof, 40 grams. the designs are interesting, personally i like this one ^^

heheheh. apparently they come in sets of 5 too. 35 bucks for a set, so that means it'll cost about $7 per bag. more designs on http://www.envirosax.com!

bleh blip bloop. (: 0: O:

2007-10-05T22:54:00.001+08:00

*-About Yourself -100 Questions-*
- General Info -
Name?:	sarah
Age?:	17
Hair color?:	brownish? black?
Happy with it?:	yep ^^
If not, what would you change it to?:	happy with it.
Eye color?:	brown
Happy with it?:	yep ^^
If not, what would you change it to?:	i'm such an easily satisfied person.
Skin color?:	errrr. skin colour?
- Favorites -
Color?:	can't name one in particular. red?
Food?:	too many to name.
Animal?:	cats!!! horses (:
Smell?:	smell...caramel
Website?:	currently...youtube ^^ post-exam period mar.
Fast food?:	ehhhh...yoshinoya :D
Activity?:	eating/internet/exercise cos it makes me feel good about myself :P
TV Show?:	currently...grey's anatomy. all-time favourite CSI.
Actor?:	Johnny Depp.
Actress?:	Catherine Zeta Jones.
Movie?:	LOTR, POTC, Howl's Moving Castle ^^
Shoe brand?:	ehhh?
Dog?:	shetland sheepdog!!! or rough collie.
Cat?:	russian blue :D
Board Game?:	Game of Life. Where you can have 2 car-fuls of children.
Video Game?:	none in particular. kinda suck at video games sometimes.
- Usernames -
On Aol or AIM?:	nope.
On MSN or MSN Messanger?:	i_burped. heheheh.
On Bzoink?:	none.
On LiveJournal?:	not telling!
On Blurty?:	none.
On Neopets?:	embarassing but..._underwatercurrent_. geez. all my pets probably died. starved to death.
- This or That? -
Coke or Pepsi?:	coke.
Black or White?:	black.
Summer or Winter?:	winter.
Spring or Fall?:	fall.
Mountains or Plains?:	mountains.
Rock or Pop?:	hmmmm. difficult choice. but pop.
Jeans or Khackis?:	jeans.
Shorts or Capris?:	shorts.
Message Boards or E-mail?:	message boards.
Some good friends or a lot of bad ones?:	some good friends (:
TV or computer?:	computer. i watch more on my computer than on my tv.
Cordless phone or cell?:	cell. but it's expensive T_T
MSN or AIM?:	msn.
Survey or Quiz?:	ehhhhhh. quiz. pw surveys have driven me nuts.
Pink or Red?:	REEEDDDDD. SO RED.
Christmas or Easter?:	christmas!!!!
Read or Write?:	ehhh. both?
Take or Create?:	you have to take to create. heheh.
Flower or Weed?:	flower.
Pizza or Antelope?:	...antelope. i don't like italian food.
- Love Life -
Have you ever had a girlfriend/boyfriend?:	nope.
Do you currently have a girlfriend/boyfriend?:	if i've never had one...-.-
How many girlfriends/boyfriends have you had?:	i hate this section.
Does your girlfriend/boyfriend give you presents?:	really.
- How Many -
Piercings?:	2.
Tatoos?:	-_-
CDs?:	ehhhh....lazy to count.
DVDs?:	look above for answer.
Computers?:	one :D my darling.
TVs?:	. . . do i look that rich?
Pairs of Shoes?:	hmmm. counting slippers...about 7-8 pairs?
Musical Instruments?:	piano, 2 guitars, guzheng. and one fake handbell.
Buckets of Lard?:	. . .
Pets?:	all died. x_x except chip the hamster, who ran away. i think.
Hair brushes?:	one. i have 2 combs though.
- Talents -
Can you sing?:	nope.
Can you dance?:	nope.
Can you decorate?:	ehhhh...somewhat.
Can you type fast?:	yep ^^ i think so.
Can you train animals?:	. . .
Can you write?:	YES. i have had 6 years of basic primary education!!!
Can you read fast?:	think so.
Can you sharpen pencils?:	. . . am i a monkey?
Can you paint?:	yep.
Can you draw?:	yep. (mostly stick figures)
- Random -
Name a random song.:	HUG (acapella) oh babe~ XD
Name a random TV show.:	inkigayo.
Name a random food.:	seaweed.
Name a random person.:	changmin.
Name a random animal.:	cat.
Name a random holiday.:	labour day.
Name a random cartoon character.:	tamaki.
- Family -
Do you have siblings?:	3.
Do you get along with them?:	somewhat ^^ we're still alive after all these years.
Do you live at home?:	yes.
Are your parents divorced?:	nope!
- Are you.. -
In love?:	that's depressing. if you count one-sided with someone in korea, then yes :D
Sleepy?:	a bit. but happy (: die, promos, die.
Glad you took this survey?:	yep!!
Take this survey \| Find more surveys Bzoink - The Original Survey Site

2007-10-02T22:32:00.000+08:00

changmin updated his iple ^^

the writing on the left of the whiteboard reads: "Genius Changmin!"

He's trying to train himself to write with his left hand in order to work out his right brain. lol. maybe i should try that too, in an attempt to grow smarter?? :D

these few days have not been going smoothly, but we shall perservere!!! everyone fighting!!! (:

God will make a way. somehow. ^^

2007-09-16T23:37:00.000+08:00

hmmmm ^^ AC is not a barren anti-dong bang wasteland after all. hahahaha!!!

listening to 'Ride On' for about 20 times today has gotten the song sunk into my head. like wedged so in you wouldn't believe. went through all the jap parts today, finding the hiragana for the kanji. though there's a gross error in the english lyrics, i still love it all the same <333 esp changmin's part!!! ohoho ^o^ good of them to try a new genre, because despite how much i love their happy songs, their style needs a little tweak once in a while. on the downside i can't put ride on into my mp3...and i realised that yeo haeng gi is still in my computer as well -.- the com outside crashed today, so there goes my only way to get songs into my mp3 ;_; stupid faulty USB ports of my com. there's no way to do it unless i plug out my wireless adaptor (effectively cutting off my internet), and even then my com may not recognise my mp3. stupid stupid stupid T_T

managed to finish all my work!!! so proud of myself ^^ for that i shall go on a pic spam XD XD XD

changmin's workplace!!! you can clearly see his attempt in trying to make the bear more sexy by tearing it's shirt ^^

XP

and a tribute to the new single!!! ^____^

i'm tempted to post changmin in a kilt, but then i'll probably kill myself if i did that. i'm like giving gina blackmail. ^^

that was a pathetic attempt at a pic spam. oh well. need to stock up on more pics.

i have this itch...to write again T_T i fear i shall lose my inspiration to write the next fic. heh. haven't even thought of a title yet ^_^''' when i think of fic, i think of panadol XD XD XD three guesses why.

ugh i'm blabbering again. blip-blop.

school tomorrow!!!! sarah fighting~~~ ^^

2007-09-14T19:57:00.000+08:00

maybe i should move to livejournal ^^ being able to lock posts is tempting. very tempting.

haven't blogged for so long!!!! boo to me. boo to school. boo to promos. <--see the passing of blame?? it's making everyone go mad...everyone's zooming on bullet trains now...and it's a little bit lonely on msn...i always see no one around. either that or they're busy ): ): ): but i can't really blame them. i'm busy too. one-word answers or short sentences will have to suffice for now, i guess ^^

flooded with homework, so by right i should have started 2 hours ago. but for once...today...i just let go for a while ^^ did all sorts of nonsense...went to detox, watched videos (even the old ones which have been washed too many times to count)...i'll go crazy if i keep studying like that. i have a very low studying tolerance when compared to my peers :/ the problem is that i'm not as smart as most of them, either.

two things to say, just to vent my frustration and not for any other reason:

STOP using that tone. wasn't that one of the things that got us pissed off in the first place??? JUST...stop trying to think you know. please.

it's mean, but: stay away from me. i really don't know what to say to you. it's just irritating and it's really starting to piss me off. i really hate it when i hear the things they say.

right now, life is one never-ending cycle of studying, trying not to get irritated with people and praying really really hard that the holidays will come soon.

(i choose to ignore the presence of PW for the moment.)

whoop for joy, yeorobun.

2007-08-19T15:52:00.000+08:00

reading what you wrote made me regret. i am so sorry that i didn't have enough perserverance to keep pushing you. i have always wondered whether i did enough; whether maybe if i had put in more effort like going right up to your doorstep: would that have brought you back?

your emotions were beyond what i could understand at two years ago: perhaps still beyond what i can understand now. you've been through things that i will not, maybe never, have to go through. so many things were happening at that time...i didn't even know what was going on. what was happening in your life...but i guess it's partly my fault that i never really asked, did i? sometimes, through your vague answers in our phone calls...i wonder how close you were to telling me. but the fact that you were not eventually made me lose hope. i'm sorry, i shouldn't have stopped when i stumbled.

2 years have come and gone, and it's true, it's so difficult to find what's been lost so long ago. but at least now, i can truly smile for you, because you've said that you've found your path, although it may be a hard one. i pray that you'll reach the destination one day, no matter how far away it may seem.

take care!! (:

2007-07-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY, KIM HEECHUL XD XD XD ~~damn, you're old~~

no, that is not heechul. :D

this is heechul. ^____^

see the difference?? XD XD

happy birthday, LG!!! my brain and limbs are sorta dead because of swimming, and i know that his birthday ends in 20 minutes (ended in korea already, actually. oops.) but i don't careeeee~~~~

and for the heck of it...

SPOT. HEECHUL.

saengil chukha habnidaaaaa~~~!!!

2007-06-22T20:53:00.000+08:00

LEARN THE KOREAN ALPHABET! WITH DBSK (:

Yunho says: AAAAAAAHHH

Jaejoong says: EEEEEEEHHHH

Changmin says: IIIIIIIIIII

Yoochun says: OOOOOOOOOO

and Junsu says: UUUUUUUUUUU

OMG. Junsu's expression really kills XD XD XD

a blink of the eye and the holidays are almost over!!! terms are coming up next week...BOOOOOO. hopefully my meagre knowledge of maths will give me a good fail. heheh. not even hoping for a pass!!! ^_~

studied with gina and vien at toa payoh LJS today. wanted to go to the Mac's at the entertainment centre but the kids were having a friggin' PARTY there so we couldn't access the second floor. gaaaaah. t'was fun studying though!! haha (: much talk, complaints and laughing. my goodness, secondary school seems so fun when you look back after graduation. hahahaha!!! from funny classroom experiences to dealing with pai kias. memories that i will cherish forever ^____^

guzheng practice tomorrow!! one of the last few practices we'll have before the performance, and vien and i haven't memorised our scores yet :/ some how i have been made stage manager with jue ying. no idea how that happened. we're both gonna die. i'm so optimistic i can't stand myself.

can i resist?

can i resist?

can i resist?

NO I CAN'T!!!! XD XD XD

eheheheheheheheheheh.

2007-06-11T10:28:00.000+08:00

in a previous post:

5 things i really want now:

1. no school.
2. a clique chalet (without the sulking and throwing of tempers like in the previous chalet)
3. an everlast jacket
4. new earphones
5. the 'five in the black' album

and then i said that all 5 things were either not gonna happen/not gonna happen anytime soon. ^^ i just realised that 4 out of 5 of these things have come true (with the exception of no. 2) hahaha!!! although no. 1 won't last for long T____T just another 2 weeks more. daaaaaaannnggg.

working again, on things that shouldn't take priority over my homework. hahahaha. i was having a mind block last night, but thankfully today the words are flowing quite smoothly.

my old biological clock is working normally again: i slept at 3 and woke up naturally at 9. i'm a slug no more!!! :D seems like i only sleep 10-11 hours when i'm sleep-deprived. hahaha.

DEXTER'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!!! happy birthday, my 8 year old brother!! stop becoming naughtier or i'll whack you. XDD

OMG. i wanna complain about kids these days. last night's birthday party was terrible. i was games master for pass the parcel (happens every year, unfortunately -_-) and this stupid kid threw the newspaper at me after he finished unwrapping one layer. i glared at him till the cows went home and farted. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. i shall try to keep this blog PG.

anyway ^-^ the point of this whole post!!! (ehehehehe) a dream filled with a certain youngest member of a terribly popular but humble bunch of 5 happened two nights ago ^___^ vivien and i were discussing it last night and i settled on the fact that kim heechul remains to be my lg and shim changmin will officially take his place as the english version of an lg. HAHAHAHAHAHA XDDD

ok ok. the second point of this post. (though it's a bit...-_-) does anyone notice that changmin seems very short in the pic above?? haha. is he hunching or did they get the rest to stand on platforms XDDDDDDDDDD

*gets shot*

shall end here!!! ^^ *runs away*

2007-06-07T14:19:00.000+08:00

haha. changed the blog pic!!! the whole layout looks messier, but heck. i have no mood to come up with a new one :D i'll tweak it later. (which will probably never happen...)

at home now, working on things that shouldn't priority over my homework XD but heck. haha. at least my gp essay (or rather, the question paper), managed to find it's spot on my table today. hopefully it will get completed before i go to bed tonight. it was a good idea (i think) to make a list of my homework and stick it on my wall, cause now i feel guilty whenever i glance at it. hahahaha!!

cip yesterday was fun ^-^ but i'm still glad it's over. no more worries anymore!! *throws confetti* yep. so now i only have an outing and thanksgiving to plan. oh shit! thanksgiving!!! i'm supposed to post about it!!!! and that was more than one week ago!!

. . .. .

don't kill me, cherly!!

from cheryl's blog:

This Announcement is regarding the PLMGS Class of 2006 Graduands' Thanksgiving Service cum Prize Presentation. It is for the entire graduating cohort, and will be this year's equivalent of the Founders' Day Services we had in the past.

PL lites please keep the evening of 27th July, Friday, 2007 free.

If you have any queries, please contact me or any member of plpbexco06 and please, please spread the word! On your blogs or through msn or by word of mouth :D Thanks.

all pl-lites, please copy and paste this section onto your blogs!!! though you can omit the last paragraph if it doesn't apply to you (: (aka if you're not an exco member)

hehehehehe. me and my memory.

so.

vivien and i had reflection time last night...about how we treated our mums and grandmas. i don't know what to say about it, but it was good to have a time like that, ne?

haha!! pictures for fun!!

that's office lady changmin!! i noticed that if you covered his head, changmin looks like an office lady wearing a skirt. o___o i think it's the way his hands are positioned.

where's micky? where's micky? THERE HE IS!!!

oh what the heck (: have you seen this one, gina??

haha. that is all. why are all my posts so crappy?

2007-06-04T20:32:00.000+08:00

VIVIEN MANSE!!!! ^___________________^ thanks for letting me use harudal!!!

shall go find a nice pic to change the one above (:

2007-06-04T00:41:00.000+08:00

i haven't updated for so long. and i'm only doing so today cause i have an objective to fulfill. *eh-hmm*

it's supposed to be a yoochun pic spam cause it's his birthday today, but what the heck. i can't resist putting changmin's face XDD

aannnyywaaaayy i was looking through my com and i realised that i actually don't have many yoochun pictures!!!! haha!! i do have pictures of him but they're not individual ones. oh well. i'll make do (:

wanted to change my pic for my blog but nothing seemed to fit right. haha. so being the lazy fart i am i left it as it is :DDD wanted to add harudal as my blog music but dammit, vivien gan already did it!!! grrrrr. XD

happy birthday, micky yoochun!!! ^__^

here's a long one with all the pics stuck together. not mine, no idea where i got it from ^-^ but it's nice, anyway. micky was such a cute kid :D

haha i still remember when i first saw micky on the front of the 'tri-angle' album, i was like "who let this old man stand together with teenagers?" if you do have the album, please take a look XD he really looks damn grumpy and well...old.

buuuttt he's the kinda of person who grows on you (: despite the bad first impressions...you find that he's really dong bang's "dandy boy". hahahaha. makes me feel like watching shinkaigyo again to listen to his one word answers and his "i don't do too well in the mornings".

and because his voice is just too sexy in Five in the Black, we'll forgive him for rapping about "bling bling balls" XDDD

love this pic. happy 21st, micky!!

-----

nooowwww to the rest of my ramblings:

1. OMG. here i was thinking that the june hols would be more relaxing but noooooo, somehow shit comes to find you when are just about to leave the toilet. alright. weird metaphor. stop it.

you're seeing nothing but a facade!!! face it!! arrrghh!! sometimes i just wanna scream the truth right at you!! and now i have to plan the thing even though i know i'll just feel like a fool in the end...

...

alright. i'm better now.

2.
i want these. T________T

3.

that's big junsu and mini junsu ^__^ renee, where art thou?

4. jaejoong said that he liked to watch jap dramas with kimura takuya starring in them!!!!!!! ^___________________^

5. why did takuya have to do the gatsby advertisement? T____T my eyes are scarred forever.

-----

that's it. it can now be scientifically concluded that sarah's brain doesn't work right after 1am. and thus the above mentioned person shall now go to sleep before she totally dies in the swimming pool tomorrow. if, in any event, should she drown because she fell asleep in the water, all her dong bang albums and singles will be distributed evenly amongst all fellow dong bang fans/friends.

gina, you'll get all my storybooks. and oh yeah. you can have my holiday homework too.

vien, you get to keep heechul the cat and all my jap/korean dramas.

renee, you'll get my dong bang posters.

jayne, you can have all my instant noodles. and my secret stash of instant miso soup.

anyone wants my guitars?

that's it. i'm going to sleep before i spout more nonsense.

2007-04-22T10:01:00.000+08:00

that's poor wendy sleeping the bus after the CO concert at VJ last night (: poor thing! haha. we all took turns taking stalker pictures of her sleeping...until the lousy photographer known as vivien gan got us all caught. lol.

yes, life sucks once again. i just realised that i have to work on my third draft of my PI, and that i have to do my econs essay frameworks...and i don't care. I. AM. GOING. TO. UPDATE. MY. FIC. detox is getting way too dry for its own good.

that's heechul the cat sitting on top of my brainstorming fic notebook. and the word document on the screen was the last chapter of AWoC. haha!

went over to viv's house to watch star king and some other funny show featuring dong bang yesterday. oh man. laughed my socks (if i were wearing any) off. can't wait for the subs to come out!

ok gotta do work.

btw,

kyuhyun fighting~!

2007-04-15T12:09:00.000+08:00

pssssh. the joy of living is gone. because i have PI to do.

star king was so fun to watch yesterday! haha. i miss watching new dong bang vids so much ^-^ didn't understand a word of what was said, except "dweji wangja", which means pig prince. i think. oh well. viv and i finally called lingo, and we're probably going down on monday to check out the lessons plans. if all goes well then we'll be starting our korean course in may (:

gen's choir concert at rj rocked. haha. though phantom was slightly disappointing cos the number of people who sang it was kinda pathethic.

uggghh. another suckky week ahead. there's a math test tomorrow. my brain feels like conveniently forgetting it.

5 things i really want now:

1. no school.
2. a clique chalet (without the sulking and throwing of tempers like in the previous chalet)
3. an everlast jacket
4. new earphones
5. the 'five in the black' album

1 will never happen, 2 will probably not happen sometime in the near future, 3 and 4 would burn a huge hole in my pocket and 5 is taking a bloody long time to come.

life couldn't get better.

i should be writing the sequel to my fic soon before it vanishes from the minds of the readers, but i just can't bring myself to start it XD why oh why?

stupid PI.

rhyme ^-^ go me.

2007-04-05T18:55:00.000+08:00

isn't it interesting to look back at your past?

i just put back the links to the archive for my blog (: i used to think that we should look to the future and not be hindered by the past, but now...i think it's good to look back at the past once in a while.

cos it's SO. DAMN. HILARIOUS.

pardon me for the bad, bad, mutilated english. i was like...14, 15? HAHA. alright. that's just an excuse to make myself feel better :D

first, there was this:

Wouldn't it be nice if the world was cherry?
You could get a poking everyday...
If she kept on calling you a ben dan
Just ignore her and eat stackie's hayyy
and if she came and tried to poke you
raise your fist and just say IIIII INVITE YOOUUUUU
Wouldn't it be nice?

oh. my. goodness. i never knew i was that creative XD

and then there was this:

20050113

first thing after duty dis morning i was running to hu lao shi's class. missed a step and fell down lorx. haha. i saw like only a few scratches, so i thought nvm, although it stings like hell. entered the class den wz informed hu lao shi i fell down. showed her my knee and she asked me to go sick bay. i went to the toilet first...den i saw the BIG patch of blood. hehe. used toilet paper to clean, den went to the sick bay with vivien. she so stupid arr. NEVER ask vivien to do first aid. she used q-tips to clean my wound with dettol......hurt like shit. den she wrapped it up messily. haiyoh...

^-^ vivien must love me for putting this here. haha.

i liked this one:

20050426

tmr is syf! i wonder how we'll do...we have decided! if we get gold with honours, we go cafe cartel. if gold, we go ding tai fung. if silver, go to the old school and eat pao mian. if bronze...we buy a packet of peanuts and share...

here comes a blast of pride:

20051114

primary school prefects' camp was a success! *hehe* we pulled it off although there were many changes and last minute jobs...but hey. we are PLPB!

and of course, there were the shitty times. starting all the way from sec 2. believe it or not. caused by the same person.

20041204

i juz went to read someone's blog n i feel dat dat person has been thinking too deeply inta things n dat she should let herself go and change her mindset before things go waaay to deep n outta control. dat's all i'm gonna say...

20041216

haiz.....got frienship probs again...and yesterday we were still having so much fun...cooking and all that at my house...luckily the kitchen didn't explode or anything...wan zhen wants to leave the clique...and i dunno wad i should do or say...i'm kinda shocked and all that but i can't really say that it was unexpected...cos this thing kinda happened before...anyway regina is very pissed...jayne and vivien dunno wad to say, celestia and xiangli are still in shock...and i'm just.......argh

20050509

LOOK.
we tried talking to you, and you refused to listen.
don't assume you know everything.
cos you don't.
who can rightly say that they can view their own characters perfectly?
you can say whatever you want
but have you really thought about the way you have been behaving?

do you think i bury myself in work to forget that incident?
for your information, i did not.
i didn't do it for that.
there are other things in my life
that you don't know about
so don't assume.
when i tried talking you just pushed me away.
so don't blame me for not trying.
everyone has the right to have their own opinions
and i'm not about to stop yours.
you are free to feel, think and behave in anyway you like.

20050921

i'm sorely disappointed with you.
i never thought that you could say such a thing.
but perhaps
you are just tired.
just like i used to be.

oh well. whatever.

that is all~ i'm going to do what i promised a lot of people i would do ^-^

2007-04-02T18:31:00.000+08:00

blogger seems to be in a good mood today, and therefore, i blog :D

just came back from swim pe about half an hour ago, and only 7 pathethic (talking about the numbers, not the quality of character) people swam, while the rest ran rounds around the swimming pool. the west-siders were not in class today so everything was rather quiet. haha. i got placed in the advanced class, which was sorta sad cos the other 6 from aa1 who swam went to intermediate. thankfully i still had nice people to talk to :D

aaaaaaaand last night's band concert was FANTASTIC. loved the phantom especially. yes i am biased. the flute solo during 'think of me'...NICE. go gerdine ^-^

i seem to working backwards chronologically. never mind.

VIVIEN'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION! :D it was so fun, except regina and i nearly had our respective hissy fits when the guy couldn't find the paper we booked the dvd room on...thankfully we got a room, rented 'the devil wears prada' and then pigged out while attempting to follow the dialogue. i surprised vivien at MISE before we went to the dvd room, and i swear that sometimes that girl is blind. i was standing RIGHT THERE, and it took her a while before she realised that the thing wearing brown was sarah (:

BTW, HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIV! ahaha.

yep, gotta submit the PI draft one tomorrow, so that's what i'll be doing tonight. whoppee. loooooong 2h 20 min break tomorrow. not taking chinese soooooooo rocks.

2007-03-21T21:06:00.000+08:00

his tears.

okay, so it's not the takuya kimura hairstyle (in good luck!) in this picture. but when styled correctly... (:

aaaaaaaah. my LG is just too handsome :D ahahaha XD

haven't blogged lately cos blogger has this big fat problem *whacks blogger with a big chunky stick* and wouldn't let me post. the page took eternity to load, and being the impatient person i am, i closed the window ^-^ hee. me bad.

okok. i have loads to say.

i miss pl.
i miss my classmates.
i miss my prefects.
i look at my dm and i miss ms gan! lol (:
i look at my physics lecturer and i miss mrs tay ;_;

AAAAAAHHHH!

i miss saying the pledge on stage on wednesdays cos jeanne can't remember the pledge in front of the microphone.
sadistically enough, i miss conducting spot checks.
i miss playing with the intercom on rainy days, trying to sound professional over the speakers. haha :D

i miss poking sam awake in class when she falls asleep.
i miss talking to harry/hairy/whatever the cactus.
i miss catching jeanette eating in class (believe it or not, it was fun)

it's not that my current class is bad, they're fun people. but sometimes one can't help but look back and ponder. whether i could have treasured the moments more while they lasted. haha.

oh man, i sound so pessimistic. but i don't feel that way anymore. not really, anyhow :D look ahead! ahaha. life's gonna get better~

i wanna take korean! vivien gan! call lingo NOWWWW~

fic writing has been fulfilling thus far ^-^

ok. why is it whenever i blog i can't think of things to say even though my head has been so crammed full of thoughts the whole day?

i can't stand my memory sometimes...

i shall dream of heechul tonight! bwahaha~

hint for fic, specially for mrs kjj and jyh:
a world of colour
to help you see
this happiness you've given to me.

AHAHA! why am i so weird?

present spent dreaming
of what could have been true
and times spent regretting
what could have been done.

i miss you.

2007-02-25T20:41:00.000+08:00

dexter just did something very, very sweet. according to him, because i just helped him with 5 english questions, i get 5 hugs. lol (:

it was kinda sad today. my last lesson with my swimming classes. i think. coach should be coming back next week. i probably won't get to see the kids anymore any time soon, cos of jc starting and all that. ;_; one last class on tuesday. i'm gonna miss them. who else calls me auntie sarah?

boo.

2007-02-18T09:04:00.000+08:00

WHADDYA KNOW? IT'S CHANGMINNIE'S BIRTHDAY (:

since it's the chinese new year period, i think many will forget his birthday. haha! poor thing~ this is the first time i'm posting on time though. long live my computer!

THE DIFFERENT SIDES OF CHANGMIN

changmin leaning on a pole.

changmin talking to a duck.

and last but not least (definitely the most famous), CHANGMIN WITH UNEVEN EYES.

happy birthday!

gonna play spider solitaire ^-^

2007-02-17T21:45:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh.

just came back from reunion dinner at my auntie's house and nessa gave me the extra dong bang poster she bought from thailand.

it's SO NICE!!

not a very clear picture. taken with my phone.

i'm gonna blu-tack it to a board and then wrap it with plastic. haha! the paper is of better quality ^-^ i'm happy i'm happy i'm happy!

getting together with cousins is so fun. so much to talk about. haha.

we were talking around the void deck area when we heard someone shouting and then 2 people came down the lift and dashed out holding umbrellas. turned out that some taxi driver and a resident had some road rage thing going on, and the taxi driver chased him all the way back to his house. this off-duty police officer (who happened to be playing magick? cards by the void deck) called the police (haha) before the fight escalated. it was super funny.

my cousins: angel ze ze, eli ze ze and vanessa.

A: did you notice they were carrying umbrellas?

E: yeah, why ar?

A: haha! so they can use it to poke the other person.

S: it's the ultimate defense mechanism.

E: yeah! like when other people spit at you you just *pak* and open the umbrella! haha!

the off-duty police officer had asked us to look after his magick cards while he went to handle the situation. eli ze ze and vanessa literally took up the role. standing around the cards and saluting and all that rubbish. i pretended not to know them. although i did agree to the idea of standing around the cards and chanting ^-^ eli ze ze dubbed the guy as "ahmad potter" and we were all goblin warriors. go figure.

happy, happy night (:

2007-02-10T11:11:00.000+08:00

haha. i can't believe i'm so stupid.

my schedule clashed right before my very eyes and it took me 2 days to realise. what i told jue ying the other day was right. my brain is running at 2KB/s. haha. my mum told me she invited my relatives over for dinner tonight around 2 nights ago. regina and co. kept reminding me of the drama thing at church tonight. and somehow my brain didn't register that these 2 events would be taking place at the same time.

(with vivien last night)

"so i see you tomorrow lar! we meet at around 5.15."

(with mummy, also last night, less than 10 minutes after speaking with vivien)

M:"what veggie should i cook with the abalone?"

S:"umm...the very scrunchy looking one. mama likes to eat that right?"

(...and finally, when i was about to sleep...)

"OH SHIT."

"baah, i'll think about it tomorrow. (:"

yes, indeed, sarah's brain works in mysterious ways.

sorry to gina the narrator! can't watch ya tonight.

collected results yesterday. tears everywhere. of joy and sadness.

where does the path take me?

2007-02-07T21:13:00.000+08:00

why do i always have computer related problems on a dong bang birthday?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUNHO (: (finally, again)

alamak, 11 days apart and i have to make another tribute.

even though sometimes his dress sense is a bit weird sometimes...

click here for picture

he still makes a wonderful leader-shi (:

happy (belated) birthday!

credits to jaeho_ywh for gangster piglet pic

aah i was so annoyed with blogger cos i missed posting on yunho's birthday. i finally decided to shift to beta blogger and it took 2 WHOLE DAYS for it to shift.

PREFECTS INSTALLATION today. congratulations to all my juniors! may you grow in wisdom (:

2007-02-04T22:19:00.000+08:00

SINGAPORE WON.

HOORAY FOR AMRI!

spent a tense time on the sofa. thailand had possession of the ball for most of the match, with singapore losing possession like every 15 seconds...but miracle of all miracles, amri managed to shoot a clean shot in the second half, with only around 14 minutes before the match ended.

the prize presentation was a bit sad though. most of the thai fans had left the stadium. it was damn funny.

"...and now here comes singapore, receiving the cup for the 3rd time..."

'BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!'

the minute the commenter stopped talking and the background noise came in, you could hear all the jeering...but nevertheless, singapore has something to be proud of tonight.

eat dust, thai F4 and 5566!

2007-02-01T15:21:00.000+08:00

sarah is bored, she has made a "things i feel like eating" list.

THINGS I FEEL LIKE EATING (in no particular order)

JAPANESE
-agedashi tofu (jap fried tofu)
-yoshinoya's beef bowl with miso
-any bento set with miso soup
-california hand roll
-onigiri
-chawanmushi
-salmon roll with mayonnaise
-cooked salmon with sauce sushi (@ sushi tei)

THAI
-thai express shrimp paste fried rice
-thai express tom yam plaa (sliced fish tom yam soup)

WESTERN
-Macdonald's McWings (haven't tried before)

KOREAN
-korean ginseng chicken soup -->not gonna come anytime soon, cos the one i'm thinking about is the one i drank in korea...):

AAAAAAAHHH!

someone should take a hint and bring me to a restaurant. since japanese food takes up majority, let's all troop down to ichiban or sushi tei!

*crickets chirp*

let me try to remember my original purpose for blogging.

oh yes!

went to watch the singapore vs thailand match yesterday. i was unusually quiet...haha. there was nobody to talk to ): but my bro's friends made the match seem quite funny. lol. for example:

*sees 4 thailand players warming up at the sidelines*
XX: OEI! THAILAND F4! stop warming up lar! you think your legs very nice is it!?

my goodness. nearly died laughing. when another sub joined them in warming up, they became 5566. lol. of course their comments were peppered with many more explexitives, which have been removed.

the referee yesterday had stamps over his eyes. made the thai players walk off. haha. at the stadium nobody knew exactly what was going on, but when i came home mum told me that it's because the referee made a wrong judgement, causing singapore to get a free penalty kick (is that what it's called?) and thus we were able to beat thailand.

sam is leaving tomorrow for switzerland! so sad. gonna see her off tomorrow at the airport.

collecting results next week. hoping real hard it doesn't clash with my swimming lessons. if not i'll have to re-arrange the schedule...and then the parents will know that i'm getting my results...and then the parents will ask about my results...

my doom shall be complete.

off (:

2007-01-30T09:45:00.000+08:00

BIRTHDAY TRIBUTE TO YOUNGWOONG JAEJOONG (finally!)

dear jaejoong...

no matter what weirdo hairstyle you sport...

or how much you enjoy emo-ing...

i still wanna wish you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY (:

goodness. even singapore didn't get this kind of tribute :D

my com went down on 26th jan! but tis fixed now. the memory card came lose, and now i know how to fix it if it happens again! mwaha! actually i could have posted on his actual birthday on the other com, but i wouldn't have the pictures.

anyway! coach flies to china tonight...which means starting today i'm teaching my own classes. coach planned the lessons plans, laminated the lesson plans, and then went through everylesson plan with me at mac's yesterday. thank you!

today's class is at 3pm, with only 2 students, cos it's sort of a last minute class which i just found out about today. one of the students is a japanese kid called tappei. haha. maybe i shall ask him if he has heard of tohoshinki.

kinda nervous about having my own classes. it's especially unnerving when you teach the beginner's class, cos all the parents are watching to see if you make any mistakes (actually they're watching to see if their kid drowns, that's just me being paranoid) so yeaaaaah. hope i do okay (:

that's all of now (: gonna watch rainbow romance. and maybe full house. all over again.

2007-01-20T23:03:00.000+08:00

Max Changmin_ILoveShowTank_2/2 [ENG SUB]

haha. the reason i posted this one? hero dances. weirdly. and has to be dragged back onto the bench. then xiah places his hand on jaejoong's forehead to check for fever. lol :D

2007-01-20T22:05:00.000+08:00

everyone seems to be on a poetical high today (and yesterday), so i shall try my hand at some literature in dr seuss' best style.

no fear
no words
no tears
absurd

no ties
no blows
no lies
shallow

no rise
no falls
no bling
bling balls.

alright. my brain failed me at the last part. plus the fact that i listened to too much of show me your love.

sick again. funny how i exercise the most but i get sick the most too. biggg sorry to sam and cherina for not being able to celebrate their birthdays with them. ):

today was a wet wet day. my jeans got drenched on the way home. slept on the sofa when i reached home.

after computer time it's medication + sleep. long live my bed :D

2007-01-15T10:30:00.000+08:00

mummy showed me an article in the 'life' section of today's straits times.

Now you see Rain now you don't

HONG KONG-
The show was to go on for South Korean pop star Rain yesterday after he reportedly fell into a hole during his Saturday concert in Hong Kong.

...

Forty-five minutes into the show, he was talking to the audience while wiping his sweat. Suddenly, he gave a shout and disappeared into a 1.8m deep hole on the stage.

LOL!

what's a 1.8m hole doing on stage anyway?

2007-01-09T11:38:00.000+08:00

DBSK funny radio clip (Eng Subbed)

haha. just watched this again. it's about dong bang and the funny things they had to experience while filming the 'o' mv (:

2007-01-09T10:22:00.000+08:00

haha. bored at home. and i woke up at 10. i slept for 10 whole hours.

actually wanted to blog a few days ago, complete with a translated interview of dong bang's from a chinese mag. then my com restarted and i lost the whole thing. now i have to get my energy up to type it again. lol (:

watched my girl yesterday! now i have nothing to do. it's not that i'm jobless, it's just that my job only requires me to work 5 hours per week! haha. i'm tempted to take out my japanese textbook and start reading.

all's not very well. and that's saying a lot. since i have a tendency to be very easily satisfied nowadays.

weave your words into a shoe
and see if it fits thou perfectly.

why do you have to make things this way
the clock's stoppped-
there's no turning back
an ugly mar on the painting.

2007-01-04T22:50:00.000+08:00

was talking to nathan on msn just now. shocking, really.

it went something like this.
.
.
.

N: so how have you been?

S: fine (:
refresh my memory again, but who are you?

N:...
Nathan

S: OOHH!

N: how many nathans do you know anyway?

S: em. one?

N: and he happens to be?

S: em. you?

N: precisely.

(nathan is my childhood friend migrated to australia.)

he told me he's 182. like FREAKING 182cm!! and he says he's not considered that tall there. come back to singapore, friend, and you shall be a giant among ants. i refused to tell him my blog addy although he wanted to read it cos i know he'll tease me about all the dong bang stuff that's here (: haha. he wanted to let me hear him sing! but the mic convos kept failing oh well.

S: why the sudden enthusiasm to let me hear you sing?

N: not enthusiasm.
just want to know your opinion.
cos if i sing to other guys it's just plain weird.
so i'm letting all the girls i know let me sing.
and you're on the list.

what, is he going to join australian idol? (of course i didn't say that to him. though i was tempted.)

chatted with mel and wan ling at the same time. mel is in rj!! goodness. smart girl (: wan ling told me how she nearly got blasted by the bombs while holidaying in bangkok. i was so disappointed.

JOKING LAR, JOKING!

chalet was fun. yepp. esp when vivien behaved like sadako on the last night and crept into my bed cos she was cold. haha. she's lucky i didn't box her in the face X) lol. JULIAAAAAH~

starting teaching swimming. hope i don't die. lol (:

2007-01-04T08:42:00.000+08:00

DBSG_ILoveShowTank_Interview [ENG SUB]

Haha...to viv, huiwen and siqi, this is the video where jaejoong keeps hogging the camera. the part where he and changmin keep bickering is funny! watch it (:

2006-12-30T09:38:00.000+08:00

DBSK-061229 SBS Gayo Daejun- Winning Daesang

dong bang daesang baby~~~ (:
watched it with vivien last night online. so funny...cos we were making remarks about all the other singers...and discussing optimum times to make trips to the bathroom. dong bang's awards didn't come out till the end, but it was worth the wait!

2006-12-21T14:50:00.000+08:00

haven't blogged for long. lazy.

my com is still down. boo. it means no new songs on my mp3 unless i reinstall the creative program, no laughing out loud at funny dong bang moments and no using the computer for absolutely nothing at all.

did that just make sense?

went for a job interview yesterday. got it. starting tomorrow.

aish~swimming test tonight. weeks of practice and it all boils down to this. yesterday i had the mock test. i should be able to pass. i think. maybe if i squeeze my eyes shut and pray really hard? :/

OH! I just realised i have a whole stack of csi miami to watch. my bro rocks (: sometimes.

ja.

2006-12-13T22:41:00.000+08:00

The Prince In Prague (Cute Micky and Hero)

oh my goodness. too cute for words.

2006-12-09T10:35:00.000+08:00

my limbs are aching all over.

roller-blading. badminton. swimming. arggh.

3 requests for hero's eyes to be put back! haha. but i don't think i can do it with my own com down. the programmes on my little bros' computer are vastly different. or perhaps you can say that i'm too lazy. don't you get a sense of mystery when you can't see his eyes?

all my links at the side have disappeared on this com. cos the resolution is different. bah.

nothing much has been happening lately. except REGINA'S BIRTHDAY!!! here's wishing you a belated one (: the celebrations continue on the 19th at fish and co.

going to play mahjong later.

2006-11-25T10:23:00.000+08:00

of aching limbs and wandering thoughts

went for swimming today. it went like this.

"..."for speech.
'...'for thoughts.

"eh, hello! good morning! today swim 30 laps! 10 backstroke, 10 sidestroke and 10 freestyle!"

*stunned silence*

'@#$%^&*!'

the first 20 were fine, but when it got to the freestyle, it was like swimming through cement. that's when my thoughts began wandering.

'aaaaah. arms can't move. arms can't move. oh shit i'm gonna crash into someone!'

'...harumahn nibahng eui chim nae gah dwei goh shipuh...oh baby~'

'jaejoong has a 24-inch waist!...'

'haha i'm 4 laps ahead of daryl!'

'OOOOOO....o-o-o-o-oooooooooooo...'

'..thinking is tiring. stop thinking and just SWIM!'

yeah. something like that.

bought my cambridge dress yesterday. shocking colour (:

gonna bathe now. i'm dripping all over the floor.

2006-11-24T00:23:00.000+08:00

of new blogskins and sad life stories

new blogskins make me happy. especially when they have jaejoong on them (:

this one took me less than an hour to complete. it looks so neat! glad i finally got off my lazy arse to finish it. i couldn't look at the old one without cringing.

last night i found out about jaejoong's custody battle (no, he's not the one adopting, but the one who was adopted) because i was reading the wikipedia article (for the sake of fun) about tvxq for the gazillionth time when i noticed that there was something new about the article. (i just re-read it again and i found something new...again.) anyway, i spent the night staring at hero on my dbsk poster...before i began reading the calvin and hobbes comic book i borrowed from the library :D

i'm glad that the guy dropped the charges (: yay.

went for my very first facial today. mummy dumped me there during lunch. it was fine except for one part where they started zapping my face with electricity and i began yelping. and the woman thought i was in university! honestly, do i look that old?? that's like, plus 4 years! but it makes my age closer to dbsk's (: always think positive!

after that went to tp central. picked up a few riff-raff items then went to my favourite shop: cd-rama X) spent about half an hour there...i was busy looking at whether the staff were short-handed. but unfortunately, no, they do have more than enough staff, quashing my dreams of working there. i was so upset! they weren't even playing the dong bang cd! and it wasn't even on the top 10 charts! if i worked there i would place it from 1 to 10, then blast the cd over the speakers, and then some more (:

...bought the '06 Summer SMtown cd, and high school musical. if anyone is interested, '06 Summer SMtown is now ready for rental! any takers?

i just realised that i'm not gonna get my jap album and my "o" album back anytime soon because i'm not seeing huiwen!!

...drat.

i'm going to sleep now. i'm rambling and i probably made a truck-load of typos in this post. going to stare at the tvxq poster and read calvin and hobbes until jaejoong and hobbes become a weird human-tiger hybrid in my vision.

2006-11-12T19:02:00.000+08:00

of o's and after

i can see the finishing line. 4 more days!

been watching twelfth night with occasionally dbsk advertisements (thanks to youtube). the balloons mv is too cute (: currently stuck at home by me lonesome self while the rest of the family has trooped to mama's house for dinner. can't seem to catch that twelfth night feeling. doom :(

after o's it will be a swimming outing (with dodos), a rollerblading outing (with sharon and co.), cambridge, holiday (the destination keeps changing) and then chalet (with dwarves, or at least most of them) in that order. oh yeah, and coach wants me to re-join his swimming class.

doom :(

i have enough flab to fill a mega-top plane. my life-saving test is in december. plus an additional 3 day crash course.

suddenly life before o's seems a lot more welcoming.

grin and bear. and ache at the same time.

jaaa.

2006-10-13T18:35:00.000+08:00

i'm rather fed up now.

fed up with people who choose to run and not solve their problems.

i didn't even realise it but it has happened so much lately that i can't stand it anymore. why can't you just face up to reality? weren't you the one who told me that i shouldn't hide? if nothing is brought to light, then when the darkness returns, it will bring night and thunderstorms with it.

is it the exam stress? or is it something else?

i'm not sure if i can take any of this bs any longer.

why do you run?

2006-08-10T15:34:00.000+08:00

of spaces in between

once again, it's been a long time since i updated.

national day was yesterday, but still HAPPY 41ST BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

went to my cousins' new home yesterday. stylishly decorated, as to be expected :) i like. it was squid ink pasta and mee siam for dinner, followed by fruits and marshmallows with chocolate. watched the parade followed by singapore idol. laughed, joked, talked.

guzheng farewell was on tuesday. filled with tears, laughter and fish. yes, people were crying. yes, people were laughing. as yes, there was a fish. almost all the sec 4s were crying. i didn't. dunno why. wouldn't help anyone if the whole bunch of us landed up in tears, now, would it? though i probably wouldn't be singing the same tune in dec during the prefects farewell. after the farewell dropped by leanna's house to wish her a happy birthday before going to serangoon and scouting around for a hdb block high enough to see the fireworks. nan xiao, renee and i went to 7-11 to buy food. all microwaveable. we spent most of the time complaining that we were hungry, microwaving food, reading the vague instructions, asking for help from the 7-11 worker (who was clueless himself) and complaining that we were hungry. did i mention complaining we were hungry?

we didn't manage to see any fireworks in the end. haha! sat at the void deck eating instant stuff with people walking past us thinking that we were starving beggars. all wearing the same t-shirt.

today during chinese tuition we (my chinese tutor and i) read an article about blogging before we read an extract from mr lim bo seng's diary. it set me thinking about how teenagers always angst and angst and angst on their blogs about basically nothing at all, when war heroes use their diaries as a means to voice their patriosm or their love for their family. i shall try to remember that the next time i start complaning about something on my blog.

oh well. chem and lit test tomorrow.

ja.

2006-07-16T21:14:00.000+08:00

of volatile people

during dinner today i observed my family and their quirks and have decided that we are all volatile people! haha. here's a list of what gets who raving mad.

starting with...the oldest!

da da: any mentions of christianity, loud noises when he's watching tv or my results. typically, the latter topic will link to the first topic and it'll go on and on...

mummy: whenever she is trying to make a decision and no one she consults is giving her a straight answer. she reads my blog so she'll probably kill me, but i don't really care. i think she'll at least let me make it to 16 before i die.

kor kor: easily the most temper-flary one. his mood swings are terribly scary. he can get angry when daryl sits too near him, when i knock on his door...

me: i dunno. what makes me angry? indecisiveness. i can't really stand people who beat around the bush about a simple decision or resolution and go round and round in circles...

daryl: nothing much. he's quite calm most of the time. surprisingly. except when you accuse him of something he didn't do. (done esp by kor kor) it's quite easy to tell when he's lying, really. cos he doesn't get angry when you accuse of something he did do.

dexter: the most stable one! for now. how much can you read off a 7-year old anyway?

the house is being sold. handover is tomorrow. kinda sad...but...

speaking of handovers, 14 august is the prefects handover! the next vice should be shadowing soon...

haha, mummy says she can redeem a free cake from sweet secrets for my birthday. gina and co. interested? then you won't actually need to buy one. sigh. and here i am trying to avoid all this fiddle-doo-dah-it's-my-birthday! the irony!

ja.

2006-07-14T22:46:00.000+08:00

of defeating procrastination

ahh! i finally cleared my inbox (: it had like 613 messages! now it's reduced to 5 in my inbox, and the rest have been sorted into folders. i have resolved to try not to let the e-mails accumulate again. try.

lotsa things been happening. but not all can be posted here. what to say...people with new relations, people with new duties, people with new preferences? change is inevitable i guess. but when i see people change it just hurts sometimes. i just don't know what's going on in their heads anymore. aarrgh. rather confused now. cos i feel like i have to break my promises.

TODAY!

nothing much really happened except during chem prac i spilled sodium hydroxide on myself. i don't really know what happened...the test-tube sorta just tilted backwards and splat. thank goodness it wasn't the test-tube with hydrogen peroxide. corrosive. although i did end up with a very soapy sleeve and arm.

after school sat 136 with gina, viv and jayne. they alighted at heartland mall and wan zhen and i continued to hougang mall. had ljs...spent good time talking of the future and current situations. oi wan zhen, is the meal payment for the a maths notes! you get the FREE neat handwriting! *wiggles eyebrow* (: went up to the library and went from a to z. picked up to relatively thin books...haha. with my schedule, can i finish them?

heee. b'day coming soon! watching pirates! no, eileen, i will not tell you when my birthday is, lest you spend good money on a birthday present. mwahaha. is turning 16 really that special? another year, another year. *wry grin*

board meeting tomorrow. how exciting!

i shall not call you back
but just to let you know
i'm still here waiting.

do i sound like a ghost?

24th june: jap students!

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D high.

2006-06-24T17:54:00.000+08:00

of true predictions and miserable studying

finally i have the clarity of mind to post again.

yesterday, true to what i had predicted, my sore throat escalated into a fever. there i was thinking:

there! i told me so!

the fever started off at 38.0 at home. within the 7 minutes it took to hobble down to the doctor's, it increased to 38.7. The doctor i saw prescribed instant antibiotics. he asked me if i had any activities when school re-opened. i really loved the look on his face when i told him i had exams. i must have looked terribly despondent when i left his clinic because he kept thanking me profusely and held the door open while i lumbered out.

today, despite the lack of that annoying fever, i developed an even more annoying flu. the dustbin was chockful of tissues. just woke up from a nap after eating some decolgen.

i have received a MC, albeit a rather useless one, that proclaims me unfit for duty for a grand total of 3 days: from friday to sunday! it states helpfully that i had a high fever. if i'm not up to facing that horrendous hall air-con on monday, i may just shove that paper in front of the examinors to have me isolated. not to mention it would protect those around me from all the nasty germies floating around in the air.

so far it's been a new syndrome everyday. wonder what i'll get tomorrow? (wait...i've had sore throat, fever, flu...what else can i get? gastreonitis?)

jaaaaaaaaaa.

2006-06-22T16:12:00.000+08:00

of scratchy throats and dustballs

i haven't posted in a long time. so much that i forgot my password.

the chatterbox has gone nuts. bah!

currently packing my room in a miserable attempt to make a more habitable studying environment. dustballs are flying everywhere!

woke up this morning with this terrible feeling in my throat. the whole day has been a mixture of strepsils and water (lots and lots of water!). i have this irritating tendency to develop a fever when i have a sore throat. probably why mum already gave me money to see a doctor just in case. of all the times to be on the verge of falling ill!

rmun was a very...trying event. if i tilted my head to the side, my brain juice would just leak out. all the chim language and the "backstabbing"...really made me realise that politics is just not my thing (: but i made good friends.

the big guzheng performance is over! it was enjoyable...to a certain extent. but i'm quite glad it's over. being in the midst of 99 other guzheng-ers was something akin to rmun. except that in rmun, everyone was more polite to everyone else. some things that are not said are just blatantly obvious, no?

daryl has gone for camp. the whole house is a lot quieter. the poor kid is so lonely (: maybe i'll bring him downstairs later.

change is a very scary thing.

Hashiri-tsuzukenakereba mirai wa nai
Tsukisusume tobira no mukou e
If we don't continue to run, there is no future
So move foward, beyond the door

2006-05-19T23:26:00.000+08:00

of running races

today was the loooong depressing day.

which was not that all depressing after all (:

a maths p2 first. followed by social studies. which sorta sucked since i concentrated more on the sec 3 topics which were not tested at all. thankfully i was able to recollect one of the chapters they tested in one of the class tests. after that was oral. i got ms loh again :) which was quite nice actually. i felt so comfortable :)

after oral went for guzheng. bad moood. thunderstorm. brooo-oomm.

went to din tai feng for dinner with the family excluding kor. then went to ntuc to fool around. my mum bet me 10 bucks that i couldn't find rose syrup in the store. i took up the challenge to earn a quick buck...but it didn't work :( they really don't sell rose syrup there!! bought mrs field's home.

talked to eileen for...1 hour? all the random stuff just came out :) haha. from tests to class situations...cheer up girl! it's not that bad if you turn on the light.

performance tomorrow! gotta get up early. my eyebags are so huge you could put all the sand from miami beach inside them.

j-jaaaa.

p.s. vivien and wan zhen: gonna watch that funny japanese clip you wanted me to see!

2006-05-18T15:55:00.000+08:00

.of fearing the future

today i rushed home to attempt to save my youngest brother from this punk kid who tried pushing him off the school bus yesterday. i reached the lobby a few minutes late and the bus had come and gone. when i reached home i was informed by dexter that no, the kid didn't push him off the bus and yes, they were friends again.

primary-schoolers are so fickle!

then again, so are those whom we deem adults.

tired, once again, because of the exams.

but i'd rather have exams than what is to come after.

everything will fall back in place. lessons, cca, rmun. oh yeah. the whole monotonous cycle. and i sorta hate it. can't wait till june is over. then my troubles would be gone.

i've learnt a lot. people ask why i laugh for no reason and crack silly smiles and start calling them weird names. it's all part of staying sane.

it's all part of staying sane.

i've learnt that wallowing is more often than not in self-pity. i've learnt that you can't change much. i've learnt that the words "grin and bear" have great meaning.

i've learnt so much...

...except my social studies.

which i really have to go and learn now.

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

2006-05-16T16:51:00.000+08:00

of long exam papers and snivelling brats

today's maths paper was only 16 pages long, but it seemed endless. when i thought i was about to finish i realised that i had only conquered page 9!

my brain nearly died.

remembering the gaki i had to deal with this morning really makes me mad. urrggh.i probably complained about it till wan zhen's ears bled though :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, WAN LING! i'm sorry i forgot.

i have 3 more birthdays coming up. esther yong, esther wong (my 2 buddies) and one lousy granddaughter who takes the liberty of counting down to her own birthday every so often. since last night, i have received 3 random messages reminding me that her birthday is 20 days away. perhaps she is worried that i would conveniently forget all about it.

which i am tempted to do.

3 things i really want to buy after exams:

1. a syringe to water my cactuses. watering with a test-tube makes the water spill everywhere.
2. packets of instant mashed potato to hide under my table.
3. a new brain cos the old one is too useless and probably leaking.

BUUT i figured that because i have to buy 3 birthday presents, i'll probably be too broke. everyone is welcome to sponsor me.

click here for sponsor form

the font isn't very clear though. i dunno why.

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

2006-05-04T19:22:00.000+08:00

of satisfying cravings and manjuu buns

today was the last ca! although i have this deep, strange feeling that i flunked it, i am happy, nevertheless (:

the whole of last night and majority of today, i have been chanting takoyaki continuously. after school, i went off with clara, wan zhen and sheree to go and satisfy our various cravings. clara wanted some pearly thingy, while wan zhen and sheree wanted fries. i finally managed to eat the takoyaki *big smiles* wan zhen and sheree got their fries...

...but clara's downfall was quite tragic. she mixed up between "Mr Bean" and "Jollibean" and ended up having to bear with her cravings for at least another day. bwahaha.

i have decided that today shall be a total relax day. i feel so contented (:

cherie is now officially manjuu bun baa-san. all hail her majesty!

meeting with ms gan tomorrow. early in the morning.

happy birthday to siang ying, my beloved grand daughter! may everything be smooth for you. God Bless!

happy birthday to Grumpy, aka Celestia Tan!! going out tomorrow, ne? happy 16th and god bless as well.

to nuriko: do get well soon! you have loads of cas waiting for ya! unfortunately.

just stopped a fight between the 2 younger ones. *sigh*.

jaaa ne! gonna enjoy my relaxxx time.

2006-04-25T21:50:00.000+08:00

words no match mouth

been discovering the joys of watching stuff on youtube. i found fushigi yuugi oavs/ovas in japanese! haha so happy. but i gave up watching cos in some of the longer episodes, the dialogue doesn't match the animation. for example, tasuki can be shouting merrily in the background while tamahome falls into the fish pond.

an example of a review for that particular episode:

"thank you for this! but the words no match character's mouth. can upload again?"

OR

"i lik this! but the character's saying lik doesn't lik go with the character's mouth. i think lik there is some problem. can you check it?"

what engrish man?

and what is lik?

today was the last day of guzheng before the s4s stop for mid-years. whatta load off my back. lao shi was in a tired but good mood today cos the pl primary guzheng tuan achieved gold with honours, or so i have heard. toodle-doo.

boo. i want fushigi yuugi ova in japanese!!

haaaa. i hope my brain wakes up soon!

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. (:

2006-04-22T22:35:00.000+08:00

pressure switch: ON

too long since i updated. my com is fixed! finally! it's no longer temperamental! it's like it just got out of rehab or something!

i have finally managed to convince myself to start studying for the big Os. when i told some of my friends...

cherie and edinna: "Huh? so early ar?"

samantha sua aka startled fish: "I'm glad you've finally realised you're taking o levels this year."

despite sammy's abnormal hardworking tendencies (like doing every single assesment paper that has crossed her, but yet, at the same time, managing to successfully sucumb to sleep during some lessons), she is such a nice person. she teaches me a maths when i don't know how to do it! i tell you, she amazes me sometimes. she skips ahead of what mr low is teaching by at least 2 pages. smart girl.

chem prac's on monday. thank god for daddy. he's my copy of "all you ever wanted to know about chemistry and more and some more"!

went swimming with renee and vivien today so vivien could be sufficiently fit for her 2.4km run on tuesday. though i don't think we accomplished very much, we certainly had fun (: after that i was supposed to go to wan zhen's church for the talk on the da vinci code, but i had to go chair-shopping with daddy and mummy. visited gazillions of shops but i still haven't found a suitable chair :( went mac's, ate shaker fries (: came home, continued trampling and trudging through my a maths ten years series (in which i have quite a few questions to direct to sammy, unfortunately for her), gave up, and started using the com.

STEAMBOAT AT MAMA'S HOUSE TOMORROW. yaaaaayyyy!

you speak, but it doesn't quite reach your eyes. it hovers uncertainly between the bridge of your nose and your upper lip.

on a more serious note:
wake up, sleepyhead. reality's waiting fer ya.

2006-04-06T21:16:00.000+08:00

clang clang clang

goes the trolley.

*big grin*

i found the trolley song!

it was one of the syf songs that our handbells ensemble (pri) played. i randomly yahoo-ed it and i found it! i'm gonna keep a lookout for the score. apparently it's from the movie "meet me in st louis".

i've been in a funny mood lately.

unusually happy and numb. not in a bad way. i sorta like it now.

i enjoy coming home early. and for good reasons: a nice shower, the computer, the television, my guitar and the piano, and of course, the opportunity to hear my little bros sing loudly at the top of their voices during showertime assuming that no one in the house can hear them.

how terribly wrong.

i have also become an official flasher. flashing chinese words that is. to my youngest brother. it's supposed to improve his memory on inidividual chinese characters. hey. don't ask me.

my com has officially crashed and i have declared that my little bros' com is mine whenever i need it. mwahaha. the thing is, most of my important prefects' documents are in there. like the prefects duty profile and the latest duty list, which no one has a copy of, except the one stuck on the board. (or has it been taken down?) no back-up copy. i think i have just made an incredible amount of work for myself, unless i miraculously manage to retrieve all the lost files from my cranky hard-drive.

that's all for now.

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2006-04-05T20:38:00.000+08:00

lightened my load :)

to ms gan (whom i doubt reads my blog), chris, cherly, audrey, nic and gradys, thank you for all you have done today. you have truly lightened my burden.

although...

to the five A1-ers: my emotional burden may be lighter...but something else seems to have grown heavier. since i finished two out of the five presents in one day. thank you for your generous gifts (:

today has been what i consider a good day, despite the long extended lessons and long, crazy queues during recess. yes, it has been a good day.

came home from school and nearly died slacking. watched CSI NY. this guy fell from the 6th storey and his brain popped right out, where it got fried on the sidewalk because of the hot temperature. makes you happy to be alive with your brain intact, doesn't it?

just watched "kung pow" not too long ago. don't ask. it's lameness nearly killed me.

yesterday i wanted to blog about this new book i've been reading. it's called Good Omens, by Neil Gaiman and Terry Pratchett. it is good but chim humour...i'm currently on pg 106 out of 366 pages. keeps me smiling like a madman on the bus when i read it. it does talk about things like angels and demons...but it is nothing like books like the da vinci code. just read the first page and you know that the plot is slightly cracked up and nothing serious. good entertainment! definitely worth my money.

in good spirits (:

life is like a roller coaster: you just have to have fun during the ride.

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa XDDD

2006-04-04T21:49:00.000+08:00

power, baby

haha. i feel so proud of myself!

because i have conquered two dreaded days of the week.

and i finally have the courage to use the sticky keyboard!

monday: monday assembly. that's all i have to say. got scolded. nothing more, nothing less.

just got off the phone. am currently feeling quite pissed. bah.

anyway, after hcl on monday, went to do my physics prac. in which i stayed alone in the lab. in which, after 15 minutes of experimenting without being able to obtain any readings from my voltmeter, i found the fault to lie in the crocodile clips. in which, i had to re-draw the whole graph again because it didn't cut my y-axis. in which it began raining heavily. in which i couldn't find my umbrella. in which i had to stay in the prefects' room. (aah. tutu.) in which i went home late :(

baaaaaad chain of events.

today:
1. PE
2. Chinese compo
3. English test
4. Chem prac (which wasn't as bad as i expected. i think.)
5. guzheng

hectic life. all in a day.

gggrrrrrrrrrrrr. still can't get over that phone call.

shall stop before i blurt everything out and say something i regret.

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa'

2006-03-31T15:42:00.000+08:00

clear-your-guts day [30th march]

or so i declare.

was sick yesterday. doc gave me 2 days mc. gastreonitis (or something akin to that, pardon my english). will spare you the gory details. just to let you know, it wasn't rainbow and butterflies.

went to school today for a short while to settle some admin stuff. after assembly i was waving the little white flag to go home. cabbed home, then fell splat on the sofa and slept for an hour.

haven't blogged for so long. been too busy i guess. or it may be because my computer restarts randomly every 30 minutes or so. sometimes 5 secs. i'm using my little bros'(no my english is not wrong, i have 2 little bros!) computer now. but i changed the keyboard to mine because theirs is sticky and i don't want to know why.

raining heavily now. i wanted to go to popular to pick up stuff. darn.

my earphones have gone bonkers. gotta get new ones soon.

i'm blabbering.

sigh.

the woes of the sick and the dizzy.

happy birthday to all who are having birthdays! if you just so happen to read my blog and your birthday's just around the corner, well then, happy birthday to you too.

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2006-03-05T22:02:00.000+08:00

it's been too long.

aah. yesterday was this super long dance practice at acs(b). can finally see synapse coming all together.

today went out to the market for breakfast again. skip skip. met sarah tsang, rachel chu and cherie at mac's (j8) then after that walked to rachel chu's house to start on our holocaust project. we finally got the skeleton out (; hehe. tsang and i made a fool out of jeanette when we replied her with the same answers when she sms-ed us to remind us to bring stuff for the car wash tomorrow.

i'll keep this post short. just a few things to say:

to my faithful companion who will ride in a dinghy full of holes to look for me when i'm deserted on an island:
thanks for saying that. you have given me such great reassurance. i will not give up (: let's face tomorrow with the same courage that we have today.

to whoever it may apply to-go figure yourself:
you're not me.
how would you know what i am meant to be?
your actions and speech are contradicting.
did you realise that?
or do i have to present you with my analysis?
don't start giving me "advice"
like slamming the door.
cos it doesn't help
everything may have been smooth-sailing for you
but do you know me?

i'm not so sure i can forgive you.

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa;

2006-02-27T20:11:00.000+08:00

work habits of a maniac

i've realised that talking to myself does motivate myself to work.

here's an example:

"alright, sarah. just finish this damn essay framework thingy and then you can go and do whatever you want! yessss...whatever you want! doesn't that sound great? yeah..."

and before i know it, my foolscap pad, file and social studies textbook are on the table waiting for me to begin work.

MIRACLE!!

usually when it comes to work, i have the backbone of an octopus. (who, by the way, doesn't have any bones at all)

another miracle is that i finally attempted to clear my table today. by throwing all the comic books, (which mysteriously drifted down to my table with no apparent reason) onto my bed! haHA! take that!

wierd working habits part (b): whenever i think of something that i have to remember to do, i scribble it out on Mr. Whiteboard. i look like some insane maniac whenever i scribble on the board. today i scribbled that i had to remember to bring magazines, glue, scissors and markers for geog lesson tomorrow. then i realised i spelt scissors as "scissers". i whacked myself on the head and began laughing for 1 whole minute before i declared that i was crazy outloud and began fiddling with my tissue box.

get me into a straight jacket. NOW.

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

2006-02-15T20:14:00.000+08:00

technology woes.

my com has been CRAAANKY. for the past few days it refused to start. if it miraculously started it would either re-start itself or the screen would turn blank.

valentines day on tuesday. recieved lotsa gifts and chocolate. lol. pigged out on the chocolate that eliz gave me today. one section of the fridge is currently cordoned off with the label "SARAH'S. TOUCH AND DIE."

went out with the dodos on tuesday. no school cos of the previous batch's good o results. makes my stomach squirm. would our batch's results be deserving of a holiday too?

watched "i not stupid too". the first two times i felt like crying i held back my tears cos i knew dosy who start sniggering. but after that i just threw away all intention. haha. cried like an idiot. it's very touching. lotsa hidden meanings. singapore's movies are really improving (:

after that met up with nuriko and went to ajisen to eat (: crapped then walked around ps. met renee at serangoon mrt then finally started our first swimming training. which only consisted of 10 laps. haha. both of us were very lazy.

prolly gonna have guzheng on fri. i haven't practiced. dunno whether i can. chem's on fri too. sigh. but the gay is rrrreeeturning!

the fellowship of the dodos
the two haystacks
and...the return of the gay!

Mr Deja Vu

kumori mizu tamari afurete sora ga nakidashisou
oborete yuku nichijou no naka mabuta no ura tsumetai
As cloudly water ebbs and flows, the sky seems ready to cry
Rememberance of days gone by leaves me cold beneath the surface
nagai yoru hitori koete tameiki de keshita asa no oto
torimodosenai zureta jikan wa mou maki modosenai
On this long night, a single voice scatters the dawn with a sigh
I know I can never regain the time that has slipped away
Mr. Deja vu kimi ga inai
maboroshi ni natta hibi
kizuitara kimi ga inai
tokei no hari wa ugokanai speak to me
Mr. Deja vu, you aren't here
Since that day you became illusion
When I realized you were gone
The clock stood still, speak to me

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

2006-02-05T22:53:00.000+08:00

WEEKEND: too good to be true

i found my love today.

tanned in the right places and with a voice that nobody could compare to.

it all began when i was whining about how i waited 2 months for my christmas present this morning. so my parents brought me down to yamaha, city music, renner's and finally...swee lee. there i found my match made in heaven...

my guitar is soooo handsome!!!!!!!!

haha. i've learnt that waiting does seem to make you appreciate stuff more. after a few antagonising months and my guitar-deprived fingers, i am finally saved. acoustic, wonderful appearance and finishing. not breaking tradition: congress, same as my old one. and only $100. (within daddy's measly budget!) although the bag cost another $20 and the wood polish cost $7. which i happily choose to ignore.

cheaper than regina's guitar! maybe we should have gone to swee lee to get hers as well.

i've named it! Shinji. yes folks. japanese. it means trust or faith. (rapidly flips eng-jap dictionary). yes yes. (: shinji: kakkoi!

shinji really brings some hope in this desolate world (: installation is coming...stress is piling on during this last lap of the race. yes. we will complete this race!

whoopee. so high now!!!!!!!

jaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

2006-01-30T07:50:00.000+08:00

energy leakage

haaaaaaaa. feeling a bit out of sorts these few days. was sick on thursday. kept puking stomach juices...fortunately i didn't eat breakfast (: if not it would have been colourful stomach juices. went home during chem.

felt a bit better of fri so went back to school. had cny concert, played guzheng. after that went out with the dodos for lunch then went home. didn't go out for dinner with the rest of the family because i was too tired. madilou ze ze helped me cook udon (: slept at 9.45!!! miracle.

saturday felt like a world of headaches when i got up. i lazed in bed for 30 mins. then got up, ate breakfast, and fell asleep again at around lunch time. then slept in the car on the way to popo's house. ate steamboat, caught up with cousins. then watched howl's moving castle! the highlight of the day. but nearly fell asleep watching that too :( went to bed at around 10.

sunday was lethargic too. had to wish my parents with 15 cheng yu because my dad says i'm 15. my bro had to do 18. luckily my dad forgot that i turn 16 this year. mwahaha.

went to popo's house again in the late morning. had to keep myself from falling off the stool in my tired state. lazed on the sofa for a while until all the uncles and aunties whose names i do not remember came. ate, watched the rest of howl's moving castle. went to mama's house. it was here that i started feeling a bit more awake (: cos we played mahjong! and i won! i had what you would call 5 doubles. 3 animals + dui dui wu. for those who understand anyway. although we played small cash like 10 cents and 20 cents, i won $6. hurrah! i didn't want to take the cash but my mama and uncle jason said that if i didn't accept it they wouldn't play with me anymore.

annnnnnnndddddd today popo is coming over to play mahjong.

to those who sent me sms-es: thank you so much! happy cny to you as well! there were too many to reply!

to the dwarfs: happy cny! geisha or no?

to the dodos: bendans! i'm sorry i haven't sent the traditional tasuki cny greeting cos my com actually cranked up for a few days! i'm sorry! you will probably receive it belated. but still within the 15 days of cny. hopefully. i promise a few hand-drawn images!

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

2006-01-22T15:27:00.000+08:00

amaze me

just watched Howl's Moving Castle on vcd! bought it from heartland mall. only one word:

S-U-G-O-I.

it's just amazing. the storyline comes out even stronger than Sprited Away. the feeling i get after watching it is indescribable. i suppose the fact that i have been waiting for it to appear on vcd for several months adds to the kick as well. and the fact that takuya kimura is the seiyuu for Howl is an additional bonus.

it's just...wow.

oh yeah. my parents got me a new phone...but i have to change my line again. although now they are trying to get me to grovel and beg before they give me the phone (: trying.

have to go do homework and stuff now.

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

2006-01-20T22:49:00.000+08:00

weekend!

today was a good day (: although the lessons were a bit draggy. had guzheng after school, then went and had dinner with wan zhen, jayne, vivien and jarelyn. after that sat a bus to amk mrt, squeezed onto the mrt train. dropped by 7-eleven to buy ice-cream before heading home.

hmm. let's see. was feeling slightly put off during recess...but chiri came and made it all better ((: just by simply asking whether i was having the same lunch period as them. although it wasn't very apt to ask me that question through the back door when mrs tay was using her physics period to come out with 4A3's Top Secret CNY Deco Operation Plan™.

listening to the songs that amirah put into my thumb-drive. some sound almost the same, whereas some sound wierd and gay. oh well.

i'm supposed to be doing my homework. i'm supposed to be doing my homework. i supposed to be doing my homework.

it's been a long time since a miracle happened. *sigh*

i don't need the power of language
or the strength of your words
just let me know that i am needed and cherished
and i'll be there for you.

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

2006-01-19T19:27:00.000+08:00

contented.

feeling quite at peace now. haha. probably because for the first time this week i get to go home early. it is now that i realise being at home brings me such joy. although i hardly get anything accomplished because of the alluring computer and tv.

had chinese tuition today. very fun...read one ke, the story that hu lao shi gave us and an old copy of si da mei ren. poor bu xi lao shi hasn't recovered from her cough. it's been 2 weeks already. hope she gets better.

these few days my mind keeps telling me to go forward and finish all the work i have at one shot. but my body is like "NO NO NO! SIAO AR?" it is at times like this when the body and mind conflict...

...to go to sleep.

which is actually what i did last night. haha.

eh-hem. i lost what i was thinking of! what was i thinking of...

oh yeah. opened my e-mail and realised to my horror that i had 86 e-mails. i neglected my inbox for only 3 days and it became like that!? couldn't find ms gan's e-mail. hmm. maybe it bounced back or something. anyway most of the e-mails were from people on myspace.com or whatever that is. haha. i deleted everything! and all the requests for birthday calenders and such. i feel so antisocial and happy yet at the same time. i find it's pointless to have all these online accounts where you keep adding people and then doing ridiculous testimonials that make no sense just to prove that you actually have a social life. and why do people need to know your birthday anyway? to organise a parade during assembly on that day?

shall write elizabeth's autograph book (since she's been pestering me...it's only been two days!!) and check out the songs amirah put in my thumb-drive.

jaaaaaaaaaaaa!

2006-01-18T21:27:00.000+08:00

find rest.

slept for 12 hours on monday. from 7pm all the way to the next day. haha. cept for a short tv break (: i have completely no idea what happened to me. i have never slept for so long in my entire life!

but the sleep was pretty much redundant anyway. i still felt tired...must be the aftereffects of oversleeping. whereas last night when i slept at 1130 cos i was doing homework, and got up for the short tv break (:, i felt more energetic. i think my ideal amount of sleep is 8 hours or less. any more than that and i will just plonk out even more.

let's see...shared devotion today. was quite nervous...ha. but i'm kinda glad it's over. not that i don't want to spread the word, but...i dunno. just nerves i guess (:

oh yeah. 2 irritating people during assembly. if you want your "crushes" to like you right...you better be nicer to me! lol. wan zhen doesn't like rude people.

just sat through all the lessons today. moved like a zombie. had fun during physics explaining electrons, protons, electric fields and whatnot to amirah using my "marriage theory".

Sarah's Great "Proton-Electron Marriage" Theory

positively-charged rod= shuai guy (third person aka di san zhe)
electrons= wives
protons=husbands

so when the shuai guy comes along, all the wives will run over to sphere A, leaving the poor husbands in sphere B! therefore the number of divorced wives and divorced husbands will be the same. as for the "neutralised" charges, they are all happily married so nobody bothers about them.

simple, no?

skip skip. went for lunch with renee, jayne and vivien. walked in the rain with renee while viv and jayne hid under my umbrella carrying all our science textbooks. then after that sat 25 to amk mrt and walked home. 2 days passed before this without rain...kinda grateful to have it back.

the candle is lit
giving a glow to the room
a little bird watches
as the wax slowly melts
leaving imprints on
the bare floor.
making impact.

hmmmmmmmmmmm.

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

2006-01-15T13:41:00.000+08:00

kaze

sitting around at home now waiting for lunch to come home. everyone has gone to ps...i'm supposed to be doing my homework but...haha. miracles need to take a break sometimes too.

had board meeting yesterday. went quite well..esp the games. except i kept getting sabo-ed. watch out. just watch out...

lunched at kfc. 12 people in total so we had to split tables. went for tuition...had a looooong chat with baka girl on the bus. haha. poor thing.

didn't go to church. stayed at home, had dinner...then my parents started their da chang jing marathon again. i was too careless...and i got hooked! aaaah! yeah. but actually it's not that bad lar. watched with them until 130, then used the com until 2 before surrendering.

i've decided to do a list of...

7 things that amuse me! (because i couldn't think of 10)

1. the way the ferrero rocher keeps disappearing mysteriously from the fridge.

2. my parents positioning the fan to blow at the dvd player so that it wouldn't overheat during their da chang jing marathon.

3. the way some of my juniors call my handphone and ask whether they can speak to sarah. what am i? my own answering service?

4. my little brother's blog. apparently his teacher told the class that they had to write journals or create blogs. he spent the entire day typing out jokes from his jokebook to post on his blog.

5. my mother told me that her collegues thought i was pretty in the photos we took in korea. i told her that it was all rubbish because all aunties say the same thing when they look at the photos of each other's children. she told me that that was not true because they didn't say the same thing about my older brother. i mean, come on, is my older bro supposed to be pretty? he cut his hair already!

6. the way the music playing on my com jams whenever i bang the table.

7. the way my little brothers leave their underwear in the toilet until i scream and asked who uses the one with the Ultraman print. i wonder if they do that just to annoy me.

for the confused: follow your heart and have faith. the solution will come to you naturally.

you try to stop the wind from blowing
and you may get blown away yourself.
fate.

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

2006-01-11T21:17:00.000+08:00

for the rain it raineth everyday

it's raining again. just after i took my shower, too.

finished highlighting pg 118 of my geog textbook. the whole chunk of words has just been dyed orange. what's the whole point of highlighting anyway? almost everything is important.

*siiiigh*. lit quiz tomorrow. haven't finished the book. the grass is singing...who cares what grass sings anyway? do they like sing through their stomata or something?

i'm being a bit of a pessimist now. haha. guess it's because of today's events.

just let the rain fall
and wash away your hurt and tears
look to the sky
and see the promise

jaaaaaaaa.

2006-01-10T21:15:00.000+08:00

musings.

after i blogged earlier i just kept thinking about random stuff. decided to change the background on my desktop. it now looks like this. i guess my artistic side decided to overthrow my "bio" side.

2 new sketches are up. they have been sitting in my sketch book for quite a few days now. i drew them during the free periods in class. working on another yue. drew the outline but not the details.

on:

Touya with pancakes!: the original image just amused me. i wanted to try drawing something comical. and i have always always wanted to draw touya. but there aren't many good pictures of him on the internet to refer to. oh well.

Ban: quite happy with this one. not too bad for the first time attempting to draw him. his eye expression is quite difficult to catch cos ban always has this intense, deep look when he stares at people. except the cigarette doesn't quite resemble a cigarette. many who've seen this picture ask: "what's he doing chewing on a stick?" well. it just proves that i don't smoke.

habits i never quite realised i had

1. listening to the same songs:
over and over and over again.

it's just this quirky habit of mine. i never quite tire of songs that i like. the songs in my mp3 usually stay the same for around half a year(?) although i have 8 folders in my mp3, i only touch around 2. the rest are basically there to fill up the space. that's probably why i don't mind having a mp3 with a small amount of storage space.

sometimes when people borrow my mp3 they return it to me within 5 minutes. cos they don't quite understand the fascination i have with the songs i like. i don't like to judge music on first impression. i will just let it seep in until i know the song's lyrics and fully analysed them, the tone the singer is using, the back-up vocals, the parts played by the various instruments etc etc. wierd? it's just me.

2.taking off my watch to relax.

i wear my watch in school in order for me to be on time for things like assembly, lessons etc etc. i take off my watch when i reach home and usually when i go out i prefer not to wear my watch.

it was only the other day that i realised i had this wierd habit. it was during one of the free periods we had and i had nothing to do. i was quite tense see, cos both my partners were sleeping. so i took off my watch. and i felt so calm.

i guess the watch is a symbol of resposibility to me.

3.collecting junk.

this one is probably more common. i collect a lot of sentimental junk. today when i was re-packing my table i found a lot of stuff. letters, short notes, swimming meet booklets and even aeroplane tickets. i always have to remind myself to stop collecting all this junk...

...but whenever i think that way, i'm reminded of some adults whom i know that cannot remember anything of their childhood and what they did, the people they interacted with. thanks, but i rather have a few momentos to remember people and events by.

ok. i'm getting quite tired.

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

2006-01-10T15:18:00.000+08:00

wonders will never cease.

...i am highly amused now. i went to take this quiz that i saw on nuriko and cherie's blogs.

You scored as Biology. You should be a Biology
major! You are passionate about the sciences, and
you enjoy studying cell growth and evolutionary
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organisms to survive. Pursue that!

Biology

92%

Art

83%

Journalism

83%

Sociology

83%

Dance

75%

Anthropology

75%

Theater

75%

Psychology

67%

Mathematics

67%

English

67%

Linguistics

67%

Philosophy

58%

Engineering

42%

Chemistry

17%

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...

and i couldn't take bio!

sigh. my bright and beautiful future is ruined!

look at chem!!! it's like right at the bottom!

went for tuition at 1030. then came home and ate lunch. last night my monitor sorta went crazy but dad replaced it today. so now i have a lcd monitor! makes my table a whole lot bigger. but my blog layout looked oversized on this screen (for unknown reasons) so i adjusted it a bit. but it still looks odd. sigh.

i saw howl's moving castle's poster on the Big DVD Rental Machine Thingy in toa payoh central! it means it's out already. but i went to ts and cd rama and they both didn't have it :( guess i have to wait some more. but it'w worth it.

it's been raining non-stop for the past few days. i don't really mind. i like the rain. except for the fact that the wind totally wrecked my umbrella.

rain gets me in quite a good mood actually.

slacking around now. i also dunno wad i'm doing. har har.

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

2006-01-08T11:42:00.000+08:00

poooooped out.

got up at 5.30 yesterday. left the house at around 5.45 and then sat 231 to braddell. went to the 24 hrs mac's, bought one sausage mcmuffin and 2 hash browns. walked all the way until near the toa payoh exit then sat 73...

...then reached school like 30 minutes early.

WHYYYYYY!?

my sleep.

sat around in the canteen doing basically nothing. ate hashbrown. met wan ling. then amirah came with my blazer! haha. i promised her mac's breakfast if she came early with my blazer. crammed myself into one of the canteen toilet cubicles to change. i think there are holes in the wall where i kept banging my elbows in a valiant attempt to get dressed before 730.

went to the hall. crapped with audrey. then crapped with eliz and hwee lin backstage. i couldn't find any index cards at home so my script was stuck on some spook show postcards. haha. hope the front people couldn't tell. FIY audrey isn't the easiest emcee partner to work with cos she sorta zones out. she forgot to speak on stage and i sorta had to nudge her a bit. then later freaked when she couldn't find her mic, which was right next to her on the table. sigh. audrey arrrhhh :)))))))))))))

rushed to the canteen for guzheng. went and changed in the guzheng storeroom. then came back. lao shi's mood not very the gd. but later ok lar. spent the rest of the morning playing the same songs over and over again. this year's cca fair like not very crazy leh. cca fair's are meant to be crazy!!! all the guzheng girls should have carried guzhengs around to play. me and ren nai wanted to do that. haha.

ehh. after cca fair went to sit in for the sec 1 orientation debrief. hope the prefects learn from this experience...but it was a good job done :)

went to kfc for lunch with jeanne, siang ying, xioa hui, lai theng, sherrie, eudora, dionne, zi qi and charlene. but sat at one table with jeanne cos we sorta had to split. siang ying made some sorta disgusting mush for xioa hui the pig to eat. it looked like the chocolate sundae i was eating but smelt a whole lot worse.

sat 153 home. took my first afternoon nap of the year. bathed then went to church. forgot about dinner. but mummy gave me a fried wanton before i left (: church was good. christabel came too...

rushed home for msn meeting with the exco. got chided by ms gan for not eating dinner. after the meeting went to cook instant noodles cos the fridge was sorta bare. had a gastric attack while cooking...went back to the com after eating then went to sleep.

was woken up early this morning by daddy who informed me that toa payoh mrt has just been bombed. apparently they decided to have the emergency exercise today. popo sorta got caught in it when she was on her way here so i got a first hand account of what happened. went for breakfast. came home. finished e maths homework. too bummed out to start movie review.

sigh. didn't get enough sleep. especially after yesterday. my eye now one big one small. O-o

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

2006-01-06T21:13:00.000+08:00

mistake

had cca fair rehearsal today with audrey. crapped the whole time. audrey "NG-ed" like dunno how many times (:

felt like puking on the bus. came home and dropped dead on the sofa. didn't go out for dinner. woke up then ate...my stomach is still feeling queasy now...hope i can make it tomorrow. i can't abandon audrey! and amirah. whom i've promised to buy mac's breakfast for.

i'm sorry.
i didn't mean it that way...
but i realised what i did when i saw
that look on your face
the words just came out
before i could think of what to say
it's just been too long...
watashi no tomodachi.

2005-12-30T22:25:00.000+08:00

strained.

today was the MEGAcamp refresher. could tell that a lot of effort was put into it...but sorry folks. it was enjoyable at some parts but i couldn't really feel that vibe.

sigh.many things went down the drain today.

understand me.
you don't know what's it's like
to stand in between two mountains.
sometimes your childish behaviour and tantrums
are just unbearable.

out.jaaaa.

2005-12-29T23:49:00.000+08:00

wipe-out

now trying to fight valiantly against the evil forces of sleepiness.

today for running the race walked all the way from school to the lorong ah soo campus and back again. but it wasn't that bad (: cos my group members were so enthu...ethel, eudora, angel and jasper. angel and lavina they all came back for the camp...actually i only recognised their names at first...now i know what they look like.

the evening was quite pleasant...funny stuff put up by all the various groups on "our vision for the school in 10 years time". we did a lighting-up-of-candles ceremony and decorated the giant school crest with the candles. beautiful sight that i will never forget in my life. the moment and my feelings at that time are captured in memory.

after that mum came to pick me up. was quite exhuasted. haha. i was the last one to leave. but ms tessa tan, mrs tay and our school chaplain stayed to wait with me. thanks :) really touched.

may be leaving MEGAcamp refresher early tomorrow. so i can eat dinner with my family. and finally get some rest. gotta shake off the jet lag. then i have the stamina swim on saturday. sigh.

can you see me flickering?
happy moments are fleeting
but the gloom seems to stretch on forever.

2005-12-29T02:27:00.000+08:00

checking in: back from korea

just got back from the airport...checking my e-mail now...got like 42...both business and non-business alike...got running the race tomorrow! yay! i need to be in school like at 8.30? haha...which is in a few hours time...

wow...came back and so many things have changed. the people...the places...the horrendous mess on my table...

glad to see that i was missed. i especially like the comment that i was "probably in korea going nuts and disgracing singapore". thanks man. feeeeeel the love.

gonna update on korea (with pics! yay!) soon. but gotta catch up on some sleepies first.

jaaaaaaa!

2005-12-22T08:38:00.000+08:00

reunion

decided to blog while awaiting my breakfast. yesterday was the clique's reunion! celestia came over to my house at around 12+...she nearly got hopelessly lost. thank god for handphones (: ordered the canadian pizza, then settled down to watch csi.

after that i had 3 idiots yelling "pizza delivery" at my front door...and a retarded phone call from my "cousin" who i did not know existed. aanyway :D soon after everyone arrived (including the pizza man)and we began eating. we were thoroughly entertained by the worst singing i've heard in centuries and a burping machine who was sitting across the table. crapped about all sorts of rot...

after that went to do the duty list...got quite fruastrated cos everything didn't exactly flow...finally gave up and went to play pictionary. unfortunately, i was the only intelligent one on my team...which consisted of viv, jayne and xiangli. so duh we lost right?...but it was fun (; no wonder we play it every year.

went down for badminton after that. or rather "monkey" badminton. where we have 3 gorillas standing in the middle acting as the net trying to catch the shuttlecock.

came up and gina gave out her presents. she named us the seven dwarfs! haha. apparently i'm "doc". haha. i guess it's better than "grumpy" or "dopey" right?

ate dinner and they left. decided to continue on the lian bi i was trying very hard to finish in the morning. managed to finish all my chinese homework! now i'm left with english and literature. completed the duty list and sent it to cheryl. still owe ms gan my proposal for class prefects. which i will finish before i FLY OFF TO KOREA!! (are you reading this, jayne?)

smell my breakfast now.
jaaaaaaaaaa!

2005-12-18T22:20:00.000+08:00

not-so-nice kids VS nice kids

yesterday was daryl's birthday so we had a birthday party for him. our house was momentarily turned into a jungle with crazy monkeys and gorillas yelling and hopping all over the place. mum ordered pizza hut and kfc...and i was dead hungry but i couldn't eat cos all the brats were still playing ps2. grrrrrrrrrrr.

while they were eating i decided it was too dangerous to venture forth into the unknown (aka dining table filled with food) in order to fill my stomach. so i plopped down on the sofa and started watching one of my boxes of inuyasha. then this smart guy came over and asked me what i was watching. so i told him. then he was like:" oh chey, inuyasha only!" then started asking me questions like "which episode is this?" and "can he turn demon yet?"

...

firstly. i was quite easy to tell what i was watching because inuyasha's face was pretty much plastered on the huge screen. so if you're such an expert, you shouldn't have asked me in the first place.

secondly: go and eat your dinner before it ROTS!!!

after that me and my older bro had to keep them entertained until they all went home at 10pm.

brats.

today i went for the "swimming competition" at the sunsports club along dover road. the pool is puny. 33m. but anyhow.

took part in the under 16 category. altogether i was in 4 events: breakstroke, frontcrawl, freestyle relay and backstroke relay. got gold for breakstroke and frontcrawl. bronze for freestyle relay. and i'm love my gold medal for backstroke relay. cos i was the last swimmer for my team, see. and 2 lanes from me was this guy from the XXX(X) water polo team who was also the last swimmer for his team. he had been on my nerves the whole day cos he and another guy kept comparing gold medals and pushing younger kids around.

both our 3rd swimmers came in at about the same time...but i managed to beat him by 10 secs. hahaha! eat dust!

the nice kids i wanna mention are those who are in my swimming class and those who were on my relay team today. all of them are younger than me. i feel so old. eh. amanda, alicia, gabriel, samantha, lyold, cheryl: you guys rock! X)))

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

2005-12-15T08:43:00.000+08:00

stubborn mind

last night despite complaining so much that i was tired...i slept at 1AM! all thanks to my own stubborn will. i told myself that i could stay awake...until it was finally 1245 and i told myself to stop being an idiot, resist the temptation of playing one more game and go to sleep.

woke up at 720. my headache nearly killed me. rolled around for about 10 minutes before deciding that rolling around was a meaningless activity meant for slobs. got out of bed, brushed my teeth, grabbed a comic book and plopped on the sofa to read.

ate a hotdog roll that's supposed to expire today. hmm.

opened a new bottle of nescafe kenjara coffee powder. the earlier bottle of nescafe gold had been finished by yours truly. i've been drinking more and more coffee these few days. wonder why.

it's a whole vicious cycle
this hurting seems to have no end.
just run a blade through my heart
and everything will be still.

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

2005-12-14T20:19:00.000+08:00

swimming kills.

laps:
2 freestyle leg kicking (with board)
2 frogstyle leg kicking (with board)
2 butterfly leg kicking (with board)
2 backstroke leg kicking (with board)
6 freestyle
10 breaststroke
2 backstroke
2 butterfly
4 breaststroke
total: 32

grrooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaannn.

and that was yesterday!

my limbs are still aching.

feeling very tireeedddd now.

that isn't helping my holiday homework any.

today went to clean up pb room with the exco. proud accomplishment. then went out for lunch, slacked in the pb room then decorated the boards in the canteen. went to heartland macs with wan zhen, walked around then went home.

watched get backers! :DDD

now my brain's turned to mush. i'm feeling quite dizzy...haiz. tomorrow need to buy logistics stuff for synapse. go me!

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

2005-12-13T13:23:00.000+08:00

sunday went to ps. sat in dexter's music class feeling like a fool while listening to all the small kiddies chant music theory and sing off-key. all the parents so tau. bleh. after that escaped and went to find mummy. went to yamaha to look at guitars...then went to kopitiam to eat.

came home...went out again for the travel agency's briefing for our trip to korea. aiyoh. the people are quite terrible. first there was this huge group of aunties keep chattering away aimlessly...until the agent had to say "auntie? ke yi rang wo jiang wan mah? den yi xia cai meeting." wanted to laugh but couldn't cos the aunties sitting right beside me.

and then there was this pair of siblings [one bro one sis]. waaaah. both shorter than me. but still so irritating! dunno what's their problem. they kept giggling...then later after the briefing at the counter they kept staring at me. then the girl switched on her handphone and began playing this annoying song on her handphone which she began singing to...i immediately stuffed my earphones into my ears.

went to popo's house after that :) played on the laptop before dinner. showed nessy the bubble puzzle website and she got hooked. went for dinner. turkey, spaghetti, french fries, meatballs and muffins (?) haha. then played this game with eli zeze, kor kor and nessy. putting ice cubes into a cup using chopsticks. this simple but challenging(to some retards *hint hint*) game soon escalated into the 4 of us trying to stuff ice down each other's shirts. what a riot.

went upstairs to use the com. chatted on msn with rekha's brother (whose name is still unknown), lena and celestia (money talk!) then went home. bathed. slept.

monday stayed at home. did e maths ws. attempted a maths. mama came over. popo stayed over. so they had many many things to talk about. had a nice lunch because of the 2 master chefs (: after lunch went to swim...there was this pair of siblings. also shorter than me. also keep staring at me. haha. but i got them back. i waved to dexter who was standing behind them. they swakoo wave back. mwaha.

dinner, blah blah, sleep.

today i think maths drove my brain crazy. i wake up, brush teeth, then stonily plop on my chair to do a maths. karna stuck on the same question for 1/2 hour. brain remembers to eat breakfast. legs walk to dining table. hand picks up hotdog which appears by itself on the table. hand squeezes extreme amounts of mayonnaise on hotdog. mouth opens, mouth chews. stomach digests.

today's supposed to be english day. as in the day where i do my english homework. not day where i read english dictionary the whole day. but i haven't done anything :D brain dead. mwaha.

later gonna swim. whee. returning coach his insect sunglasses.

these few days i have been in this extraodinary good mood. nothing has managed to get on my nerves...not even when daryl was installing his computer game and knocked on my door every time it finished installing 10%. not even when dexter knocked on my door and complained that his cd pouch had less cds than daryl's. not even when they took turns to knock on my door and run away just to annoy me.

nothing. will. irritate. me. *pleasant smile*

i kinda like this feeling. i haven't felt like this since sec 2.

i'm back, baby.

2005-12-10T11:28:00.000+08:00

finished swimming already. i can betcha that some people i know are still lazing their butts off in bed. neeeeedd lunch. very hungry.

staring at coach's sunglasses on my table now. he left them at the swimming pool! so i'm passing them to him on tuesday. they are like damn reflective...make u look like some giant housefly. o_o

celebrated regina's birthday yesterday. she was so touched that she cried when we gave her the guitar! awww. after cafe cartel trooped back home...played time crisis. then jayne and viv proceeded to wreck my com...wan zhen went to hog my bed...regina hogged the sofa. i watched get backers! lol. wz says kazuki looks gay.

went out for dinner and they went home. ate bk....came back to watch wu chu cai hong. then after that suddenly became very tired...so i slept at 12.

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :DDD

2005-12-08T21:31:00.000+08:00

watching my way through midori no hibi...i have every episode on disk already! :)

went to the tailor in toa payoh with darshini today to ask him to come down to make the sec 2s blazers. nearly got lost but thanks to my excellent sense of direction (and the map in braddell mrt) we managed to find the stupid block. after that went to lorong 1 macs to eat...then crapped for about...1 hour? before going home.

yesterday i had buddy outing! yu jun, darshini, lena, esther yong...and yu jun's friend eunice came along too. went to ljs...gave yu jun and darsh their presents...it's the sort of glass art necklace...then lena and esther gave me one too! wasn't expected...so much money. yu jun's one was $48, darshini's one was $38...then lena dun want to tell me how much mine was...lena's really sweet :) arigatou!

tomorrow we're celebrating regina's birthday at cafe cartel! quite excited...and broke. ;( sigh...

confusion
hate
hurt
how long are you planning to lock us away?

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

2005-12-04T10:20:00.000+08:00

yesterday after i blogged, i spent time tuning and wiping. hai. the things i do for my friends! :D

woke up at 745 this morning. just in time for ccs2! thank the lord for small blessings. ate breakfast at home. watched some pokemon movie with the 2 brats after that. the pokemon nowadays are getting more and more ugly...

watched fushigi yuugi last night until my eyes were sore. good memories :)

gotta go and change. going to ps...walking around with popo (grandma)! heeeeeeeeeeee.

can't wait for friday!

no da. ^-^

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

2005-12-03T20:47:00.000+08:00

just came back from dinner with mama (Grandma!)

was watching dexter's k2 graduation vcd. it's hilariously funny. one day when all the kids grow up and get to see the way they behaved during the graduation...*evil laughter*

i'm so proud of myself :) i finally have motivation to do my homework! i'm planning to complete the english first. the 5 non-fiction articles thing looks quite simple. i'm striving to finish everything by the next week...

going to korea for holiday :0 22nd-29th. i'll arrive in singapore at 1am in the morning, reach home at about 230am. sleeeeep...then wake up to reach school for the running the race together camp. i must sleep more on the plane...:)

can't wait to get my new guitar. haven't decided on the brand yet.

MUST. FINISH. HOMEWORK!

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :DDD

2005-12-02T22:34:00.000+08:00

had the last guzheng lesson for the holidays. next week is rest week and following that will be da he zou! (combined practice) haha. so happy...

did chem homework just now. finished answering the 8 questions...just need to do the workbook thingy. i'm very lazy to get started on all the essays...there's like so many! i'm gonna go nuts just trying to complete everything...

managed to watch get backers today :) the anime moves really really fast. one episode covers soooo much!

was amusing myself just now looking up all the jobs a few seiyuu (japanese voice actors) have taken. it was to my greatest astonishment (and slight apprehensiveness) that seki tomokazu voice acted in the inuyasha movie affections touching across time. he voice-acted as...

the great big evil moth guy who tried to take over the world.

T_T

bleh bleh bleh.

nobutoshi kanna also voice-acted in inuyasha (the series). as the one of the lightning brothers. not the big fat ugly one who looks like a frog. the other one with more hair. haha. but still got a shock.

kor's gonna let me watch bleach! X) X) X)
soon.

how long are you gonna keep running?
can't you see the bridge is falling?

jaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2005-12-01T20:38:00.000+08:00

watched harry potter for the second time yesterday...let's see. there was mum, daryl, dexter, kor, eli ze ze, vanessa, angel ze ze + me! wahaha. so many people! i went to the toilet before entering the theatre, during the advertisements before the show and during the part where harry was announced as a triwizard participant. i think there's something wrong with me. or it maaayy be the cappucino and ice water i drank before the show :)

guzheng today...5 whole hours! my whole body aches. sit down too long? there's still tomorrow...

get backers=latest obsession. haha. but i didn't watch today's episode cos i was in school. i can watch it...provided i wake up at 3 am tomorrow morning...but seeing how my arms are throbbing and all...i think i'll give it a miss unless some miracle occurs...

wanna sketch...arms hurt...arrrgghh. agony o_o i have no idea who to sketch next...

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

2005-11-28T10:13:00.000+08:00

watched Goblet of Fire yesterday with cherie, lmz and wendy. it was quite nice but they cut out so many interesting parts! like...the part where harry was accused of creating the dark mark because his wand was used...and in the maze where harry was supposed to be challenged by the sphinx! haha. but it was quite okay. at least their acting has improved tremendously.

finaaalllly found my get backers comic! ^_^ toa payoh popular is still the best :)

eh-to. may be getting a new guitar for christmsa because my old one is beyond repair T-T. mum called earlier and asked me. will probably scout around for different brands first...

going out of wednesday to watch goblet of fire again! with my cuzzins :)

gotta pack my room! soon :D

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

2005-11-25T22:21:00.000+08:00

nice day :) went to popo's house.

woke up at 7.45. ate 2 char siew pau...watched tv. went back inside my room to play dtxmania...then started scrambling around the house for clothes. finally changed. daryl couldn't find his ez link card! rush rush. found card, trooped to the back gate. 153 takes forever to come. get up the bus, struggle up to the upper deck. kids wanna sit in front so i let them. sit in the 2nd row listening to my mp3 while half-heartedly watching "wu chu cai hong" on tv mobile.

reach the bus stop. dexter struggles to get down to the door. walk to the house. greeted by wesley :) walk into the house with my socks. BIG mistake. get wesley's fur all over my socks. sit and talk with popo while she peels crab. angel ze ze arrives 30 minutes late. set off to cafe wadever.

emm. eat mixed grill. consists of 2 yakitori sticks, 1 teriyaki meatball stick and rice (which is shaped in a heart). angel ze ze is so nice ;) she kept trying to convince dexter to go back to australia with her! rongy came halfway when we were eating.

ewnt back to the house. angel ze ze and rongy started using the com. i read archie comics. went downstairs and watched funny movies and friends vcds. played the piano. ate a fantastic dinner. talked with everyone. went home.

i must pack my room!!

maybe if i keep telling myself that it will finally happen.

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ;)

2005-11-24T13:15:00.000+08:00

get backers.

mido ban.

seiyuu: canna nobutoshi.

fushigi yuugi.

tasuki.

seiyuu; canna nobutoshi.

SAME PERSON!!

biiiiiiggg smile :D

i didn't realise until i watched get backers today! i was looking at the credits when i saw that ban's seiyuu's name had almost the same kanji as canna nobutoshi's...that's because in fushigi yuugi, canna nobutoshi was still known as hayashi nobutoshi! then he got his name changed...so it's actually the same seiyuu!

happy happy day. i get to listen to tasuki's voice again :)

2005-11-24T09:24:00.000+08:00

sigh. having sore eyes now. i think it's cos i wore my contacts too long yesterday...or salt went into my eye or something. not going to school today.

*misery* i just realised that my first string also snapped... and part of the bridge fell off...so i now i have only three strings and part of a bridge...i think someone messed with my guitar when i was out. the string wouldn't snap by itself...

yesterday at sentosa was fun! played volleyball, went swimming and all the rot. after that went to ps to have dinner at kfc with pie...sat with sarah tsang and adelene. talked...went to yamaha...wanted to get the 2nd string for my guitar but decided against it. luckily i didn't buy. cos now that part of the bridge is gone i can't even fix the string on properly...;(

bwaaaaaah.

2005-11-21T21:13:00.000+08:00

back from malacca :)

had a good time there. ate all the time! when i was eating breakfast i asked what we were having for lunch. when i was eating lunch i asked what we were having for dinner...:D

day 1: after a long long car ride...checked into hotel. can't rmb the name but it was rather small. stayed on the...3rd floor. the room was small too! had 4 beds. open the door...walk in and there are 2 toilets opposite each other, followed by the beds and 1 TV. they had disney channel :D but the reception was poor...then eat eat eat...skip until after dinner! brought my sketch book to sketch...was sketching until...i realised i forgot to bring my eraser ;((( *sigh* misery...

day 2: ate the breakfast at the hotel. met some primary school kids from s'pore. greenridge primary...i think. then checked out of the hotel at 12 to move to the century mahkota hotel. ha! it had 3 rooms. all with queen sized beds! got my own room. then went over to the mall to buy an eraser and a new swimming costume! cos my old costume is sorta wearing out. went back to the hotel. my whole family went downstairs. i sketched :) went out for dinner. came back...watched tarzan and smallville. went to sleep.

day 3: woke up to hear the 2 kaijuus fooling around in their room. sigh of fruastration. sketched again. waited for parents to wake up. had breakfast in the hotel. came up to watch phantom of the opera and the kids went down swimming again. then went home :) all the way home.

of course i skipped a lot here and there. we went to do a bit of sight-seeing and shopping etc etc.

sketches: yue and yue again. he's so cool to draw :)

yue 2: his face shape is well...rather square. and his fingers looked half chopped off at first. haha. but after lots of erasing...it doesn't look too bad. at least i hope so. i like his blank eye expression though.

yue 3: in the previous 2 yue pictures, he had sorta blank and empty eye expressions...but this one...his eyes had to be coloured. making him look a bit like touya. before i finished drawing his hair he looked like chichiri! no da.

great to be back!

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

2005-11-17T08:44:00.000+08:00

yay :))) managed to sleep 8 hours last night! amazing. i was getting quite irritated with myself. but the only reason i was able to sleep so much was probably because i spent most of my time in front of the tv or com yesterday. ha :P

managed to read the kaijuu/baka girl/crushee of wu yun aka wan zhen's blog. read the first post...then the thing jammed again. sigh. not my fault!

i just gathered all my hol hw together and stapled it. so freakin' much! i'm gonna tear the papers after i have completed. or draw all over it or something. like i did with the examination schedhule :)

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :)

2005-11-16T22:08:00.000+08:00

hehe. i finally finished my blogskin! although it's not the one i originally planned a looong time ago.

spent most of the day watching csi. went jogging in the morning. i have to get new earphones. keep falling out when i jog. haha. but wasted all the exercise by eating brownies for breakfast :) not that i'm complaining though.

watch csi...until around 5...before i decided to get off my bum to start on the blogskin. haa. can't believe it took so long. never touch html and css for so long...forgot everything. have to go and dig up all the online manuals to read again. but...the satisfaction is worth it! :D

my sketches are linked through images. not very clear...cos i scanned them...but anyways :)

jaaaaaaaaaaa !

2005-11-15T22:09:00.000+08:00

i have added syaoran and sesshoumaru to my sketch book! [:

wanted to draw fye but his eye expression is quite difficult to catch! hmm.

went with wan zhen to ikea today. dropped off jacket at eli zeze's house. then went around. ate hotdogs like mad. went to hougang. played arcade...but very sleepy today. couldn't really catch the beat of the music. oh yeah. before that ate some more. today my stomach has gone crazy. i keep eating! :D

came home to finish sketch of sesshoumaru. haha. looks like a girl! but cool anyway :)

gonna pack my room tomorrow! *cheers* must do some cleaning at least once a decade.

chocolate fishballs are weird.

jaaaaaaaaaaa :DDD

2005-11-14T17:13:00.000+08:00

the 2nd string on my guitar remains snapped... T_T

primary school prefects' camp was a success! *hehe* we pulled it off although there were many changes and last minute jobs...but hey. we are PLPB!

went to buy HB and 2B pencils at popular yesterday. long queue...just to buy 2 pencils. met dionne hoe the loudmouth. i heard her voice, turned around, and saw a ghost. haha. she stupidly called me after i smsed her saying i could see her.

went to school for guzheng today. miraculously passed the "sai ma" test. haha! :) that's why i'm home so early.

been doing stuff that i like lately. um...puzzles, reading, watching anime(namely Dragonball GT in cantonese! mwahaha. i'm crazy! but the disc keeps jamming!) and sketching. i started yesterday...now i have tasuki and yue in my sketchbook :)i'm quite happy cos they actually look the way they're supposed to.

made some interesting discoveries today. some of the fushigi yuugi seiyuus are seiyuus for cardcaptor sakura too! for instance...tomokazu seki, seiyuu for chichiri and kouji...is also the seiyuu for...touya!! my favourite character. lol. Kumai Motoko, who is female is the seiyuu for Syaoran (*gasp*) and the young tamahome! a female seiyuu voice-acting for 2 guys! wow. then there's Tomoko Kawakami who plays Rika, who is one of Sakura's classmates, who also voice-acts for Chiriko. another female seiyuu. but understandable since chiriko is just a kid. now for the most shocking one...

Tooru Furusawa, who plays terada-san, sakura's kind form teacher...is also...

NAKAGO!

*dies of shock*

the talent of these seiyuus is shocking. what a vast difference!

i'm rambling. cos i'm in this super high mood that always kicks in after guzheng. ^-^ gomen.

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

2005-11-04T21:49:00.000+08:00

doing loads of things these days...

rented movies from ts again. i have turned into a movie junkie! but better rent than buy. haha. if not my room would be filled with cds. borrowed...inuyasha, 2 movies. and one movie by SMAP called x'smap. very funny, but very touching. haha :)

planning for the primary school prefects camp is enough to drive me crazy. haha. but i'll do it! yeah..

decided to listen to the whole tackey and tsubasa cd instead of picking out only a few songs to listen based on first impression. actually their songs are very nice to listen to, although some people may not agree with me. but then again, everyone has different styles.

tsubasa [comic] is quite cool. i didn't notice it was based loosely on the characters from cardcaptor sakura at first. until i re-read one of the earlier copies. i was not planning to read the rest at first...but got kinda hooked. ^-^ i like Fye! funny guy.

i think i may have to get my eyes checked again. my right eye's vision is going blurry. or maybe it's cos i haven't been sleeping well. on one night i had 2 nightmares about bomb blasts. i woke up sweating. but last night i was blessed with a pleasant dream. although it was a bit weird. i really didn't wanna wake up :)

i really must motivate myself to change my blogskin.

jaaaaaaaaaa na..

2005-10-22T09:26:00.000+08:00

she's gone home.

i'm so tired.

2005-10-21T22:38:00.000+08:00

went bowling. score:101. strained my thigh muscle.

walked too much today.

did too much today.

said too much today.

thought too much today.

jaa ne.

2005-10-08T12:24:00.000+08:00

i have been doing quizilla quizzes...and something amused me greatly. this is a description on people born in july:

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying.

sorta of true...except the part where it says "Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things" and "Hardworking. No difficulties in studying." haha!!

then i did another quiz that was about what other people can see in my eyes. the answer: nothing! apparently my eyes are supposed to be cold and indifferent...are they? hmm.

eep. i just did another one. "what do you lack the most." i have a feeling most people(esp cherie) would say brains but nope. it is NOT brains.

You Lack Freedom. It seems to me that someone or somebody is abusing you. You can't get out because you are locked up. You don't know why they are doing this to you. Tey toy with you like an animal. They say you are awkward and different. You don't like it. You want to run away, far away, a place where you are free and all those bad memories you have are erased. However, you can't You are stuck in chains.I my opinion, you are one of the most depressed person I've ever known.

abused? yeah. cherie's been poking me too much.

hmm. another quiz: "If you had a 6th sense, what would it be? "

You can sense lies. Whenever you're involved in a conversation, or even eavesdropping on one, you can sense whenever someone there is lying. This can work as a benefit many times, but it may also hurt you.

interesting i suppose...

jaaa ne!!

2005-10-07T23:14:00.000+08:00

moshi moshi moshi moshi moshi moshi...

i always thought i had claustrophobia...but actually...my greatest fear is defined as...

FEAR OF Space, closed or locked in an enclosed space- Cleithrophobia, Cleisiophobia, Clithrophobia.

*sigh* i have to start learning all the spellings again...

taken from:
http://www.phobialist.com/reverse.html

yeps people. i fear being stuck in a cave. and i will NEVER NEVER go deep sea scuba-diving. because i'm afraid of being trapped. last time i saw this advertisement where this woman was swimming under a layer of ice...looking for the opening. never forgot that. thinking of being in a situation like that makes me shudder. funny isn't it? although i swim...i'm still so afraid. oh well.

you know what? just thinking of that has gotten me to open my room door. hee. when i was younger i used to think that i was afraid of mummies. but actuallt, come to think of it...i was more afraid of being trapped in the tomb. with my hands crossed over my chest, mummy-style, while lying in a box. argggghhh.

when i was young i had this dream...that i was lying in a coffin in that mummy position. everything seemed so grand around me. the coffin was velvet cushioned!! whee. then there was this song...dido's song? which has the line "'till you're resting here with me..." and then there was another empty coffin next to me. creepy and weird dream. very life-like.

what am i talking about anyway?

exams are nearly over...some were okay while some were just horrible. esp e maths.

aiyah. forgot what i wanted to say. maybe i'll blog tomorrow again :)

jaaaa ne

2005-09-27T17:14:00.000+08:00

Mugendai na yume no ato no
nanimo nai yo no naka ja
Sou sa itoshii
omoi mo makesou ni naru kedo
Stay shigachi na imeeji darake no
tayorinai tsubasa demo
Kitto toberu sa
on my love

After an endless dream,
in this world of nothingness
It seems as if our beloved dreams will lose
Even with these unreliable wings,
covered in images that tend to stay
I'm sure we can fly,
on my love

//Butterfly//
Wada Kouji

wanted to blog last night but didn't cos i was too lazy and blogger was too slow.

today was just another normal day. assembly, lessons, lessons and lessons. sitting next to sarah tsang is a brand new experience! she loves drawing fake wounds on my arm. haha. they look real but i would never tell that to her face. her ego is already big enough as it is.

after school walked out with cherie, nx and lm. bought ice cream! ^-^ then sat 70 with lm and cherie. went to yeo chu kang, sat train to toa payoh. went to popular to buy pen refill, then went to the library to return book. borrowed book, left library, sat bus home. ate, watched "lost" on axn. thennn....

i found out they had digimon on animax!! how cool is that?

and it's like the first season! i still remember i loved to watch the first season when i was still in primary school. it's seems like the only nice one. hee. it. was. so. cool! i sound like a small kid. but whatever. i like it. can't stop that.

enjoyed watching it immensely. partly because i had always liked it and partly because i changed the dialogue to japanese so daryl would be forced to read the chinese subtitles (which he could not do, by the way). heeee. i'm eviiil.

going to bathe then study for chinese. jaaa!

2005-09-21T20:20:00.000+08:00

where shall we go up to
our future roams around now
and we continue with our journey
the place of eternity, and endless dream
I want to chase after it without letting go of this hand
forever

"Owari nai Yume; Unending Dream"
by Aikawa Nanase

i'm not tired.

i'm numb.

actually i'm surprised at how heartless i really can be.

you can be crying right next to me and i won't even flinch.

i'm sorely disappointed with you.
i never thought that you could say such a thing.
but perhaps
you are just tired.
just like i used to be.

doing physics notes now. i have like 16 chapters to go and i'm only at 2. dunno how i'm gonna finish everything. haha. i keep skipping around subjects!!

mummy and kor kor's birthday coming up. haven't bought their presents. hope they're not reading this. kee.

going to study!!

jaaa neeee.