stubborn mind

last night despite complaining so much that i was tired...i slept at 1AM! all thanks to my own stubborn will. i told myself that i could stay awake...until it was finally 1245 and i told myself to stop being an idiot, resist the temptation of playing one more game and go to sleep.

woke up at 720. my headache nearly killed me. rolled around for about 10 minutes before deciding that rolling around was a meaningless activity meant for slobs. got out of bed, brushed my teeth, grabbed a comic book and plopped on the sofa to read.

ate a hotdog roll that's supposed to expire today. hmm.

opened a new bottle of nescafe kenjara coffee powder. the earlier bottle of nescafe gold had been finished by yours truly. i've been drinking more and more coffee these few days. wonder why.

it's a whole vicious cycle
this hurting seems to have no end.
just run a blade through my heart
and everything will be still.

jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
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