i'm looking straight at you.
but you can't catch my gaze.
you deal me a harsh blow
yet i try to remain unfazed
sometimes it's so difficult to hide
the hurt i feel inside
what must i do to let you
see me?

haha. that came out of nowhere.

thursday
everyone seemed to have something to do in the afternoon. but i ate with nan xiao, stackie, cherie and wan ling. nan xiao and stackie left first cos they had to go for their comprehension workshop. so i stayed with wan ling and cherie...then wan ling left. so i was left with dosy!! haha...drove her crazy by singing the improved version of the Cadbury song. oh yeah!! i promised her i would post it here...

Wouldn't it be nice if the world was cherry?
You could get a poking everyday...
If she kept on calling you a ben dan
Just ignore her and eat stackie's hayyy
and if she came and tried to poke you
raise your fist and just say IIIII INVITE YOOUUUUU
Wouldn't it be nice?

therrreeee! i remembered all the lyrics!! haha. then she left for her basketball thingy...made her walk with me to the back gate first...haha. sat 73...saw jeanette but i didn't sit with her cos i was too lazy to move from the back to the front. fell asleep...but woke up nicely 1 stop before the interchange! whoopeee! then scared jeanette when we got off the bus by suddenly patting her on the back and saying "oei. button up." haha!! gave her directions to the mrt then i went to cd rama. coincidentally, it's a thursday again! the day when i'm itching to buy cds! so i went and found ou de yang's cd. haha. crazy me.

friday
school was ok...but i had terrible stomachaches...had to eat 4 panadols...but lasted the whole day. thankfully. after school went for gao ji hua wen. sang ou de yang and smap songs in class....wan ling kept on trying to listen. bleh. couldn't really concentrate cos my mind was not there. after that went for guzheng, where we sat in the dark and tried to learn a new score. i had no idea why they didn't want to turn on the lights. *shrug* wadever. it was nice. then after that went to meet ms kok to present the proposal in chinese...poor ms kok looked so tired. yup. then got ready for meet-the-parents-before-kunming-trip session. haha. went for ushering. ushered mummy! haha. not really ushered. more like dragged. started feeling light-headed cos i didn't eat lunch or dinner. after that when we went in i gobbled mummy's refreshments. hahahahahaha! then presented....lalalala...made a fool out of myself...then went to the airport to fetch dad. but ate at bk's! haha...ate the star fries thingy and got the star wars cup! stole some of mummy's chicken salad too. it was nice! then daddy came...then we went home. haha. daddy so grumpy cos i think he was tired...got back just in time for inuyasha at 1058. haha! then i sat on the sofa in my school uniform...watching...then went to bathe...read fanfiction...slept at 1.

saturday
woke up with this feeling of happiness. i dunno whyyyyy!! daddy was still sleeping so we didn't go out for breakfast. ate instant noodles...watched tv/play computer then went out for lunch! where i ate mian xian? yup...then went for dental. then went for tuition. i thought i was gonna be late cos when daddy dropped me off at the bus-stop it was already 145...but in the end he u-turned and fetched me all the way there. sooo fickle-minded!! haha. everyone was already there when i arrived. tuition tuition...something that had always been in my subconciousness surfaced....haiyah. so disappointed. but at least i managed to keep my promise of not crying. haha! except i broke it in front of dosy. oops. but better than in front of everyone. yosha!!! went to daryls' tuition centre and arrived at 530. was feeling depressed so i went to ntuc to buy chocolate!! yes. bought i packet of maltesers...and hello panda for shi tian!! promised her for so long but keep forgetting. haha. mummy bought chicken rice and duck rice for dinner. ate dinner...watched zheng ban qiao. haha. i like watching it! then went out to popular...bought chem file...and literature file...pen ink refills. and the new artemis fowl book!! hahaha!! it's called "the opal deception" where opal koboi comes out of the mental hospital [or something] and tries to take revenge on everyone who foiled her plans. saaaaad...cos someone dies quite early. really tragic. yup....then i bought this add maths guidebook to help me with my a maths...esp log...i have resolved to master logarithms! yes...i will try to do better in my a maths.

came back, watched xiang long shi ba zhang. love that show too. cos it's so exciting. although the acting ain't too fantastic. wanted to watch xiao ao jiang hu but my brain was yelling "SLEEEEPIIIEEE TIMEEEEE!" so i crawled up to bed. but my mind was yelling "NOOOO! I WANNA READ ARTEMIS FOWL!" so i read stubbornly about 3 measley pages before falling into dead sleep at around 1130.

sunday
today was another busy day *sobs* i never get time to do my homework or revision!! lalala. in the morning had to go to ps to buy present for popo's birthday party...had the urge to eat chocolate again so i urged mummy to buy the chocolate eclair from carrefour. then after that drove to popo's house. she's 74 this year!! but still so fit. zhu ta shou bi nan shan!! messed around with nessy-poo. wesley so cute. as usual. but he kept drooling. as usual. and i stepped in his drool! yay. after that went home...then had to go mama's house for dinner. watched zheng ban qiao again...came home. watched a bit of tv before going to bathe...now i'm typing this. i need to do literature essay. looks like i'll be sleeping at 1. haiyah.

for the past few days i have been writing out the score for the ou de yang songs. the xiu xiu xiu and the gu dan bei ban qiu. aiyah. but my score nobody will understand!! cos i dun use tow gay to write. what happens when i write scores:
1) the lyrics are placed in front of me.
2) i have my mp3 player there in case i forget the tune.
3) my notebook and pen are beside me! and i scribble down the chords. the melody comes naturally...basically when i play i just need chords.
taaaa-daaaaaaaaaaaah!
playing the piano is a good way to relieve stress. i love playing the piano. even though i may be playing rubbish.

jaaaaaaaa! gotta do my homework!!
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