haha. i'm supposed to be at the temple now with dad and mom but i told them i had a lot of homework to do. which is true. but i'm not doing it!! mwahaha. my brain refuses to let me do any work of any sort right now...waiting till it's 11.25 before leaving the house to go to heartland mall.

right now i'm re-reading one of my favourite fanfictions called "between seishi and gods". haha. realli, it's quite nice and funny. and happy cos tamahome dies in the last chapter. wahaha. even before the suzaku seishi travel to hokkan! wad a loser. other than that i'm just sorta moping around...i'm trying to get my brain started on coordinate geometry cos i have a test tomorrow...

then i need to get started on my presentation for chinese oral...

then i need to do my research on kunming...

OH NOOO!!! I FORGOT TO CALL AUDREY HAN ON FRIDAY NIGHT!!!!
why? because i FELL ASLEEP!!

arrrrrrgh. i'm sooooooooo in trouble.

you know what? i seriously think i freakin' flunked all my tests last week. i wrote crap for chem and a maths and the e maths just turned out alllll wrong. life is sooooo depressing. and i need to do my lit essay! i don't like me when i keep moaning and griping like that...but i seriously need to try and recall i that i need to do...

guess what? i'm BLABBERING!!

haha. anyway last night wendy and i sorta played a game. we took turns telling each other something about ourselves that the other person didn't already know. mostly it was about our childhood. haha. did you know she tried climbing out of the window before? sure lives up to the name "monk-ey". PUN!! get it? ok i'm just being lame so i'll stop...

yeah. one thing i realised about myself is that although i'm usually quite talkative and i seem to know a lot of people at all....i can't stand crowds, i don't really like meeting new people unless i feel in control of the situation i and dun like going into stores by myself to buy things. wierd, huh? sometimes i can get over this "shyness" but sometimes i just wanna curl up in a ball and bury myself. yeah!! that's one thing...people aren't always what they seem...

i'm just pouring out whatever's been on my mind...

i dun realli know what came over me yesterday to make a remark like that in front of them. it was just like splurted out...and after that i was a bit unsure of what to say. aaaah! i'm so daft at times i dunno wad to do with myself. feeling a bit uneasy yet...i have this strong sense of satisfaction...for no particular reason. i'm just happy i sorta got it off my chest...aiyah. so confusing.

but i really can't stand that person!! what is wrong with me?

whoo. going off. those kinda thoughts should be written more privately.
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