...arrrgh. how am i supposed to do my chem homework when i dun understand a shit about it?

today after school went and ate lunch with nan xiao...then talked to audrey han then went to pack my bag. then i went to popular and bought materials for the chinese oral. after that came home...basically did nothing...overall it was quite lonely. i didn't go swimming today cos daryl had a lot of homework to do. sad sad solitude.

after that ate dinner, bathed then watched good luck. cheered up significantly cos it was funny. i think good luck's a nice show cos it's not fake like those commonly seen taiwanese shows. yay! listened to dexter's piano and helped him choose exam pieces. oh yeah! i can play some of boa's songs on piano cos i did experimenting. i notice she likes to use f major for a lot of songs...

yes...now i'm ploughing through this thick chem homework...probably going to get everything wrong anyway...but better do. this week no chinese tuition cos cannot fix a date with lao shi...

[I call out to the sea but it does not answer me.]
[i keep reminding myself that i should give my all and expect nothing in return.]
[but why does this feeling of unfairness seep into my mind?]
[worse of all is that it comes from two sources]
[both of which are close to my heart.]

sometimes, i think it's kinda cool to be a loner. isn't it cool to be a loner? then you don't need to worry about anything except study...no problems, no emotional strain...

-sigh-
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